I sprinted out of that damn prison as if my life depended on it. When I saw Alex I realised something, something deep within me, fuck why does it take forever for me to realise my fucking emotions. I could've avoided everything if I paid attention to myself for once, every single fucking thing that had happened I could've avoided
I was so happy to see Billie was where I had left her before
"stella are you-"
"shut the fuck up" i cut her off and pulled her towards me smashing my lips against hers "i love you" i whispered against her lips and pressed my lips against hers so she didn't have time to react
"wait what" she pulled away breathless
"i'm in love with you" i whispered again and she smiled in response
"i love you too" she smiled and leaned in to give a slow but passionate kiss
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A few hours later we were both in bed cuddling and watching films
"so where did you go" Billie mumbled
"prison.. to see alex.." i said quietly "please don't be mad at me"
"i'm not baby.. why didn't you tell me?"
"i don't know- i panicked she called me and i just didn't know what to do"
"it's okay i promise" she squeezed me tighter "what happened tho?"
"she told me to leave you for her" i laughed "bitch really thought"
"please don't leave me for her" Billie whispered in a serious tone "i don't want you getting hurt again"
"bil, i'm not going anywhere, she told me you were using me but that's when it all clicked no matter how fucked up i've been or how much shit happened you were the one who stayed by my side you were the one who cared about me" i paused "it's always been you billie, always has and always be you and that's when I realised I did love you not as a friend but as the missing piece to myself, i know i'm stupid for not realising it sooner but i will spend the rest of my life telling you to make up for it" i smiled
"stop with the soft shit you're making me cry" Billie laughed and I wiped the tears on her cheek, leaning in to press my lips against hers
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well that was cute... i hate soft shit and i can't believe i just wrote that
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INTOXICATED | billie eilish
Fanfictionyou're only friends with billie eilish..right? and will you ever be free from your abusive girlfriend? this story contains mentions of sex, drugs, alcohol and abuse. if you're are not a fan of those subjects then please do not read this story. thank...
