INTOXICATED | billie eilish

part 27

Me being the idiot I am, I press 1.

"h-hello" I stutter

"hello princess, did you miss me?" A voice cockily spoke from the other end. Alex..

"w-why.. how? Alex..." I couldn't even form words properly

"listen to me, you're going to come down to this prison and visit me okay? if you don't there will be consequences" she laughed

"when.."

"now" She hung up

"uhh babe i'll be back I gotta go somewhere" I shouted to Billie before running out to my car

How did Alex still have a hold on me? She's in prison and for fucks sake and I'm still listening to her. What does she even want? And what consequence? Am I dumb or something she can't even get out. Ever since that day I've been having nightmares whenever Billie isn't sleeping with me, and I haven't told her because I don't want her to worry, she's had too much shit to deal with and now. Oh fuck I'm here.

"Here to visit Alex" I whispered

"good thing we only have one Alex here otherwise we would be asking for a surname" The officer laughed and opened the door for me where I sat at a table rapidly shaking for Alex to come.

"well well well, look who showed up" she smirked

"the fuck do you want Alex?" I spat

"hey no need to get nasty with me YOUR the one who decided to show up"

"like I had a choice" I mocked

"well.. if you wana be like that you DID have a choice because guess what stella? i'm in PRISON which brings me to my next thing" she smiled "obviously you still have feelings for me or you're dumb as fuck but i'm gona go with the feelings, anyway that's not the point the point is that you should be my friend again"

Did I just hear that right? Or am I going insane? Did she really just say that I still have feelings for her? And that I should be her girlfriend??

"did prison like make you loose brain cells or something" I laughed

"what's so funny? i'm serious oh wait aww baby I heard about Billie and you"

damn that spread quick

"but" she continued "you know it's not real.. don't you" she smirked "she's famous, she has a life, deep down you know that the second we walked away she forgot about you.. the media always lies baby SO that's why you should be with me, because I love you Stella not Billie me! and nothing can change my love for you.. you hurt Billie remember? she got shot because of you" she smirked knowing she was getting to me

I can't do this anymore.

"NO" i spat "let's not forget that YOU are the abusive little shit who thinks she has control over me but guess what? YOU DONT not ANYMORE and you know what else? IM not the one who's sitting here in PRISON! IM not the one who SHOT Billie over JEALOUSY!! IM not the one who has fucking issues and should probably be tied up to a fucking BED in a fucking STRAIGHTJACKET because of how FUCKED up you are ALEX!!! Billie has been there for me since day fucking one and if you DO anything and I mean ANYTHING to her again I swear to god I will kill you IF you dare to even THINK about her AGAIN I will kill you, understand? so FUCK you Alex I. DONT. LOVE. YOU. or like you for the sake of it" I stormed off leaving her shocked as ever

Time to finally, let go.

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I can't sleep...

bro I bought a ticket to that livestream concert thing :)