Chapter 35

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Trying new things

"What is this shit!" I yelled throwing a shirt to the corner

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"What is this shit!" I yelled throwing a shirt to the corner. She said casually... Well, what the fuck is casual?

"Dude you ok what are you doing in here- Woah." I shot Cole a dirty look as he entered my room.

"Ever heard of knocking before entering." He ignored my question and looked at my pile of clothes questionably.

"Yo, guys What's going on- wtf when did the bomb go off?" Simon shrieked as he saw my room. I ignored their stupid questions and continued rummaging through all my clothes. The only 'casual' clothes I have is sweatpants. And I know by far that would be completely and utterly inappropriate.

"dude, what's going?" Cole asked calmly as if he was asking a ticking time bomb.

"Angelina is taking me on a date."

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It only took three seconds before they both nearly went backwards with their laughter. I looked at them unimpressed, clenching and unclenching my fist.

"Guys!" I yelled as I threw my fist into the wall making a new whole. They both jumped suddenly and looked at me startled. "What do I do?"

I scratched my hair as I started to get nervous. This was all completely new to me and I hate every bit of it. I like being in control of everything I do and everything I feel. So right now I am in a completely new world.

Was this normal?

Was this how everyone else feels?

After disconnecting from my emotions for so long, I now do not know how to handle everything. I couldn't help but wonder though if this really what being alive is like? Is how I am supposed to feel?

"Ok, we can do this." Cole finally said as he walked to my closet.

"we will help you."

After lots of yelling, lots of fighting, sweat and tears, mainly from them. We all finally decided on an outfit. I couldn't help but grimace whilst looking at myself in the mirror. Were these black jeans ok? Do people actually wear these shirts with denim jackets? Was this too casual?

"I look like an idiot," I said to myself and slowly deciding that I should just take this off and put on a suit before I embarrass myself.

"No, you look like a normal human being," Cole smirked from the corner of the room. I rolled my eyes and gave them both a glare.

"No, I look ridiculous. These pants look horrible they even have these ugly holes in them. Not to mention the jacket." I growled smacking my lips together.

"Must I remind you that I just bought those jeans for you and that jacket from the most expensive store in California? It is what every 'normal' person wears these days." I grimaced again and shook my head at my shoes...converses.

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