I get another text from Grayson.
Grayson: are you busy after school?
Me: maybe
Grayson: I wanna study that calculus packet we got
Me: I don't think you can come over..
Grayson: well what if you come over?
Me: you actually think I'm going to come over after what happened?
Grayson: yes because I need to study and I think you do too
Me: get yourself another "study buddy"
Me: and I can study on my own lmao
Grayson: you're gonna regret iiiit
Me: sure I am
You're going to regret this, Teresa.
You should definitely study with him!
I really needed to make up my mind if I really want to have something with this guy. But he probably wants me for my body, since he wants videos.
Oh my god, stop worrying and thinking twice about everything! Just do it!
Me: fine
Me: what time?
Grayson: well right after school obviously, you silly goose
Me: silly goose?
Grayson: idk why I've been saying that
Me: maybe because you're one yourself
Grayson: wow how funny
Me: I know I am
Grayson: sike
Me: you're mean
Grayson: look who's talking
Me: uhhh a queen
Grayson: a mean one smh
Me: okay sometimes
Me: you just get on my fucking nerves because you ask me for videos and then you ask for my friendship??
Grayson: back at it again with that stupid topic
Grayson: can't we just forget that ever happened?
Me: no because you actually have the balls to just come up to me and talk to me like you never texted me that.
Me: that made me furious.
Grayson: well what am I supposed to do? Not think of you, or even talk to you when you caught my attention out of everyone?
Me: wait what do you mean?
Grayson: what I just said
Me: I caught your attention?
Grayson: well yeah
Grayson: I started off on the wrong foot with you, though
Me: yes you did..
Grayson: and I'm sorry
Me: good for you
Grayson: do you accept my apology though?
Me: I don't know
Grayson: I know you want to
Me: no you don't know that
Grayson: hmm okay sure I don't
Grayson: so let's study after school
He was getting annoying at this point.
Me: okay whatever. I'll accept so that you stop being annoying af..
Grayson: that's my girl ;)
Me: stfu I'm not your girl
Grayson: not yet
I felt like throwing up. But in a good way..
Me: you're so annoying!!
I hated him for making me feel so damn flattered! I'll be honest with myself, but I got so nervous around him. I got butterflies every time he walked into my first period and sat in front of me.
I hope I don't start to like him. You never know if he could use me.
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Ohhhhh shiiiiit. aye guys I'm getting ice cream and I'm v happy :)
