Misadventure Haylor | Taylor Swift And Harry Styles

Chapter 41

SONG : LAST KISS BY TAYLOR SWIFT.

Taylor's P.O.V

Tonight is just another night where i lock myself in my room , doing my own things. I've done packing for Japan and now all i want to do is bury myself in my study books but i can't seem to concentrate at all. The picture of Harry and Emma keeps flashing into my mind.

I sat down on my chair next to the window. My heart was hurting so badly, i felt so stupid for getting myself into something that i know would lead to nowhere. I knew that we could never make it far. With all the media and people stopping us. I thought at least he loves me.

I guess i'm just another naive girl that my old self would hate.

Why did he do that? why did he kiss another girl. He probably wasn't even thinking about me. She's so much better than me. Of course . I know that..

I watch the cars passing by and i caught myself smiling thinking about our car rides in the middle of the night even when we're tired. I wonder if he really did love me.

I know that i was not going to be able to do any studying tonight so i grab my guitar and sat down on the floor in front of my window. I should let it all out and just forget about it. I close my eyes and remember all the memories that i had with Harry Edward Styles.

This is how it goes,

I still remember the look on your face

The night on September 1st after my party

Lit through the darkness at 1:58

At my grandparent's house

The words that you whispered

I love it when you do that

For just us to know

Only both of us. no one else

You told me you loved me

A lot of times

So why did you go away?

Why Harry

Away

I do recall now the smell of the rain

It rained the morning we were going to NYC

Fresh on the pavement , I ran off the plane

That July 9th

My pen house, on my couch. Amsterdam.

The beat of your heart

It jumps through your shirt

I can still feel your arms

Wrapped around me.

But now I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is

I don't know how to be something you miss

I never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

Tears started falling down from my face. I wipe it away and continue to write, headlights passing my house as i watch it through my window pane. Everything reminds me of Harry.

I do remember the swing of your step

At the club

The life of the party, you're showing off again

You were dancing with all the girls

And I roll my eyes and then

You walked towards me

You pull me in

Out of the sudden

I'm not much for dancing

I refused

But for you I did

Because I love your handshake, meeting my father

When you met him in Amsterdam and my party

I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets

When we were walking down the quiet street towards my grandparents house

How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something

All the time

There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

You always cut me off

And I'll go sit on the floor

Wearing your clothes

All that I know is

I don't know how to be something you miss

Never thought we'd have a last kiss

Never imagined we'd end like this

Your name, forever the name on my lips

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep

And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe

I started breaking down out of control.

And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are

Alex and Sierra.

Hope it's nice where you are

I really hope that Harry

And I hope the sun shines

And it's a beautiful day

And something reminds you

You wish you had stayed

You can plan for a change in weather and time

But I never planned on you changing your mind

I really thought you love me

I'm sorry for the super duper late update :(