Misadventure Haylor | Taylor Swift And Harry Styles

Chapter 54

" it fits perfectly in your frame " i turn around to see Taylor putting the polaroid of us in the empty frame on my side table. She was sitting down on my floor like a little kid " don't you think so ? " she said to me but her eyes were still locked on the white and gold picture frame.I couldn't help but smile looking at her in the cream mini dress. her hair was falling on one side of her shoulder and she looks so beautiful just like that. I jump on the bed so that she would give her attention to me but she didn't seem to care.

I watch the sun setting through the window of my room, both of us decided to drive back to London since we have a free time together, a long time together. We've been picking up the pieces of each other's broken heart and putting it all back together into a beautiful mosaic.

" comeee heree" i said as i reach out my hand to the side of the bed where she was leaning on.

She turned around and slowly crawls onto my bed making the bed sheets to crumple up a little. She had changed a bit but she was still as amazing and charming. I guess being away from the busy life and work made her this way. I watch her coming closer as she give the most beautiful smile that someone could ever give.

My eyes gaze towards her tiny feet, there was a tiny love inked on her right feet. I have never thought she would actually get a tattoo and it saddens me that i wasn't there to hold her through the pain of getting her first tattoo. 

I could feel her hand wrapping around my body and slowly she leans her head on my shoulder. I stare at her for a couple of seconds and slowly i turn towards her and wrap my arms around her shoulder. " i'm sorry about fool's gold Taylor " i said and i watch her and she nods. It was the song that i wrote on the album about how she used me, thinking about the look on her face when she heard the song. It was just too painful..

" it's my fault " she replied casually and look away. My heart stopped beating for a second.

and my mind recalls back to the day when i wrote the song. I could still remember how broken i felt, it was so painful. I woke up in the middle of the night with someone else on my bed. I sat up on my bed and look at the face of a stranger, that was not as innocent as Taylor's. It struck me real hard that i didn't even know the name of the woman laying on my bed. She is just another victim to fulfill the spaces in my heart that once was filled with a girl with red lips,rosy cheeks and skin that was as soft as silk.

My heart was craving for love and attention, i gave it away easily to anyone that i meet at a bar and leave them out all alone in the morning. Somehow, that particular time. I realised that it was not helping at all. Making love to strangers weren't going to make me forget about her warm lips  connected to mine and her fingers running through my hair. 

Emptiness were taking over me even though i wasn't alone, she affected me and it was driving me mad. With fire burning inside me, i grab my clothes around the room and slipped it on quickly and leave the hotel room. I drove my car real fast and avoided the road next to her house, i knew that she was still all the way in Tokyo but i had no choice to ignore everything that could make me think of her.

That night i wrote her a song and i let it all out. 

I'm like a crow on a wire

You're the shining distraction that makes me fly

I'm like a boat on the water

You're the raise on the waves that calm my mind

Oh every time

And I know in my heart you're not a constant star

And yeah I've let you use me from the day that we first met

But I'm not done yet

Falling for you

Fool's gold

And I knew that you'd turn it on for everyone you met

But I don't regret falling for your

Fool's gold

I'm the first to admit that I'm reckless

I get lost in your beauty and I can't see two feet in front of me

And I know in my heart, you're just a moving part

It ended up being in the album and i had to sing it almost everynight.

and it hurts like hell.

" i still feel selfish for being here right now, i really don't want to get you involve with my life but look at me i'm right here in your bedroom! " she said and turn around to look at me." i screwed up too, you should know that. Don't blame yourself " i replied to her as i think about the kiss that i had with Emma Ostilly and all the other girls the whole time we weren't together.

" what you did, broke us off for 4 days and what i did, broke us off for more than half a year, so i win . i'm the best heart-breaker " she said . She took my hand and kiss it as she stares into my eyes. I couldn't help but smile while looking at her doing it. I just can't believe that i have her back. Her cliche hand kisses even though i told her so many times that i'm the one who's supposed to do it. I was so glad that she still remembers it.

I'm still travelling so i'm so sorry for the late update :(