The silence,
The tangled,
Up with words,
Expressed,
Inside my vision,
Fear it might be double,
And the worries in our head,
Destroys it,
But here I am what more I could do,
With the lovely vision,
Straighten it.
Plucking the strings,
Connected to the keys,
That I keep stewing over me,
All I've ever been called lately is strange,
All too skinny and I keep looking up,
Praying that no matter what I can catch myself,
Whisling as I walk down the hall,
To stop as the light flicker,
And laugh,
Only to break down and cry,
I didn't know you were so easy to snap in half.
hi even don't know my name,
And the keys they speed and start to fall,
Screaming at myself to stop,
Take the stick and break the mirror,
Then take it out on the case of strings,
Where is it going down the rabbit hole,
Keep on thinking the doubt is crippling,
Just might somehow be trying,
It's hard to focus,
What once was shudders at times becomes the shakes,
And quietly I prick the stings in the dark wonder if an acoustic beat,
That's been so engraved in my fingers,
From a tune that's leaked from inside my head,
It's hard to be afraid when you're almost so close I can feel your breath,
And for some reason other than hate I feel safe,
Wondering why I do it,
The drawback of being by myself hated,
Tearing myself down,
Staring at the walls below the deck of the ship,
Oh food I threw it over board,
I'm not afraid don't you see,
I burned so many words in the walls I've already begun to sink,
But I always said I could never hear my heart, Separated from myself by the ocean,
Confused because I have yet to start drowning,
Don't you understand that other than a heartbeat in my head I have always been alone.
-Joshua Banks JJAJ
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When Sanity is Lost
PoezieAnd I just couldn't stop, before I knew it I was picking the pen up again. My second book in process this is soon to begin editing once my last one is done. As always hope you enjoy and find my insta @these.are.true.feelings
