I'm distant,
But I hold you so tenderly,
You just don't understand,
Maybe I just do this when I'm sad,
Hoping that somehow we could turn the page,
Another day what difference does it make,
Forever and always,
Thinking lovingly of you,
Can I stop the silence that seems to fall over me,
When will I get the chance to speak enough,
Maybe I can blame the silence on the blacks I wear,
I fear that you wouldn't believe me,
Like somehow it wouldn't ever sink low enough,
Fits of tears and I keep wondering,
That somehow everything,
I ever said about me was somehow the next morning,
It's like the waves along ocean beaches,
I can't stand it,
Doesn't matter if it's just my toes,
Or if it's just got done trying to drown me,
Such a sad fear that even with it somehow I couldn't, at times swim.
-Joshua Banks JJAJ
ESTÁ A LER
When Sanity is Lost
PoesiaAnd I just couldn't stop, before I knew it I was picking the pen up again. My second book in process this is soon to begin editing once my last one is done. As always hope you enjoy and find my insta @these.are.true.feelings
