When Sanity is Lost

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And here I am sitting back and cruising trying to get a move on knowing I got one more year to waste my time,

But with school systems now I ain't really got time to waste my time, hatin' on myself,

Always told myself I feel better alone what is it with you asking me, knowing your just worried about me,

Plannin' my move on, building up the gears to get them grinding, plugging in the head phones that hurt my ears, my speaker went bad,

Turning up loud trying to remember if it's loud enough my ears don't hurt, And I hate it I can't get cruising fast enough to sweat, Crunching head space,

You quit asking me if I'm okay,
But I'm just doing all I can with this excess energy. And it's your own fault you fell out,

Turning it up loud I repeat in the same damn cycles, sweat dripping down my back, I always felt myself a lonely soul, running down the road,

I never ever really have company, and you know I could never find real time, not building that, you ain't even asked about the blueprints,
Come on back when you're more curious about a little more than if I plan on turning back,

I can never understand how the love of it, maybe I underestimate it, it's my fault I taught myself to live alone running down the road,
Only memories and music in my brain, I have so much more to say but you won't even read it anyway.

Is it wrong I grew up and learned how to keep stowed up and alone? Come back when you can ask about what it's like running roads.
- Joshua Banks JJAJ