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CHAPTER-36

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Longer update today For 35shreyasi specially because she completed 100+ comments and requested for a longer update 🤗🤗.

A long 1700+ words ka update...

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Meera - Tumhe kuch nahi pata hai Sidharth bohot lambi kahani hai..

Sidharth- Ha to sunao mujhe... Mai abhi free hu to batao..

Meera - Kabhi Shehnaaz se kyu nahi pucha kuch Sidharth?

Sidharth sighed knowing this question will rise one day Or the other.

Sidharth- Shehnaaz ko nahi pucha because wo kabhi mere puchne par nahi batayegi ye mujhe pata tha and secondly,

I don't want her to think ki mai uske character pe doubt kar raha hu.Wo bohot jaldi cheeze assume kar leti hai aur ganda reaction bhi deti hai isliye maine nahi pucha.

Meera nodded understanding he was right..

Meera - Thik hai to mai hi tumhe bata deti hu sabkuch. .. Ab chupa k bhi kya fayda..

Meera - Meri aur Abeer ki shaadi bhaag k hui hai.... Hum pyaar karte hai ek dusre se ye baat jab mere dad aur uske family ko pata chala to unhone hume accept karne se mana kardiya...

Mere dad ko laga ki Abeer ne mujhe apne pyaar k jaal mei fasaya because I am rich and Abeer k pariwar ko laga ki mai bade khaandaan ki bigri hui aulaad houngi pakka.. Kisi ne bhi humse baat karke hume samajhne ki koshis nahi ki..

Dad ne meri shadi unke kisi business partner k bete k saath bina puche tay kar di thi aur isliye mujhe majbooran bhagna padha..

Kuch saal pehle , Abeer ki mom raaste mei mili thi mujhe aur unhone kaha ki agar main unhe waaris paida karke du tab wo hume accept kar lenge aur ye baat humare beech rehni chahiye..Abeer  se ye baat na karu ki unki mom ne kya kaha hai mujhse...

Abeer bohot miss karta tha apne mom ko..

Wo mumma's boy tha shaadi k pehle tak and wo har roz unki tasveer se baate karta hai isliye maine socha ki agar mai pregnant ho gayi and baccha aa gaya to sayad mai usko uska bikhra hua pariwaar wapas kar sakhti hu..

Abeer financial unstability k wajah se us wakt baccha nahi chahta tha aur isliye mai pills leti thi ..
Maine usko bina bataye pills lena band kar diya and eventually I got pregnant..

Khush the hum apni zindagi mein...
But when I was 27 weeks pregnant, I got to know that I am severely PREECLAMPTIC.

Mujhe high BP ki problem hoti thi but maine socha tha that pregnancy symptoms hoyenge and isliye avoid karti gayi..

Dhire dhire my face, ankle, foot started to show Oedema (swelling due to accumulation of fluid Or we can say body serum in the tissue lining and space),
faster heartbeat(heart palpitation), difficulties in breathing(dyspnea) and  dizziness were quite frequent for me.

Mera BP ekdin itna badh gaya( hypertension) that I was almost on the verge of loosing all my senses.. Ye normal nahi tha and we went to doctor ..On the test report it was showing 0.9mg/L protein content in my urine sample and that's when she said that I am suffering from severe Preeclampsia.

Preeclampsia 2 tarah k hote hai-
1) Mild          2) Severe..

In mild one our BP remains in between 140-160 mmHg (Normal sytolic/diastolic pressure is 120/80 mmHg)but not more than that.

But in severe one it rise above 160 and I had 175 systolic pressure and 120 diastolic pressure which was quite threatening..

Beside in the severe one there are huge chances of seizure and Coma for the pregnant person and the doctor said the same thing.

Since it was my first pregnancy so the chances turned more fatal.

Mere ko hua because meri family history( genetic) rahi hai is cheez ka that is mine ones is genetic.... Dursa reason tha Placental Ischemia (Irregular blood supply which causes Oxygen Providence deficiency)

Ye dono reason kaafi khatarnaak the mere aur bacche k liye..

Doctor ne keh diya tha that during delivery I might not survive aur isi baat se Abeer darr gaye...

He wanted abortion lekin Maximum 24 weeks tak MTP (Medical Termination of pregnancy)safe hoti  hai And I had crossed that period isliye kuch nahi kiya jaa sakhta tha.

Days passed and One day I went out when Abeer was not at home because he was not letting me go out after knowing everything and I was feeling suffocated thus I went out.

Mere dimaag mei saara din darr rehta tha ki mai zinda nahi rahi to Abeer ka kya hoga aur us wakt bhi wahi soch mei mai chal rahi thi..

Meera- Mai chal rahi thi main road se aur suddenly mera BP shoot hua and I could not gather myself and thus I fell down on road on my stomach..

Baccho ka head bohot fragile hota hai because Cranium ka thik se development nahi hota and thus when I fell, the baby foetus got hurt and already it was oxygen deficit thus the baby couldn't make up to it and It died inside my womb.

When I woke up in the hospital bed, I was traumatised realising everything .
The pain was so stimulative that I had to stay in the hospital for more than a week.

Uske baad 3-4 mahine beet gaye lekin mera mental condition worse hota gaya.

Mera aur Abeer ka rishta bhi kharap ho raha tha kyunki mai saara saara din dukh, dard mei usko hurt karti thi aur mai apna aakhri rishta bhi khone k kagaar pe thi..

Dard kam karne k liya mai din raat dusre bacche ki demand karti rahi lekin Abeer ne saaf mana kar diya..

Mujhe khone k darr se wo baccha chahna bhi gunah maanne lage aur isi baat se jhagra badhta gaya... Uska maanna tha ki agar bacche chahiye to surrogacy k through le le but mujhe pregnant nahi hone dega..

Kisi bhi haal mei mujhe baccha chahiye tha aur isliye mai maan gayi...

Jab hum surrogate mother dhund rahe the tab hume ehsaas hua ki paiso k bina koi nahi help karega...

Ek surrogate mother banne ka demand lakhs se jyada hota hai Isliye wo raasta bhi khokhla lagle laga..
Mai aur jyada pareshaan hone lagi thi, baat karna band kar chuki thi Abeer se aur rishta torne tak ki dhamki de rahi thi...

Aur tabh ek din Shehnaaz mujhse milne aayi.

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Pata hai ki gyaan jyada ho gaya but jab maine pregnancy topic liya tha tabhi decide kiya tha is cheez ka and I went on writing on it😅.

Beside that agar mai kuch dikha rahi hu to I guess mujhe usko thora detailed explanation dena chahiye because I don't want you all to believe whatever rubbish I will write blindly.. So I tried to add the conditions as much as possible.