Never Ending Thoughts Of Him

Poem#13: Logic or Feelings?

I never needed your presence
When you suddenly came into my life
Everything now made sense
Scars of my heart from your hidden knife

I never thought you would destroy me
Slowly, while being fooled by your kindness
Too blind for my heart to see
Foolishly stuck into this madness

Helplessly longing for that familiar figure
Anguish from all these senseless thoughts
Though the feelings continues to linger
Logic protecting me or feelings being fought?

The battle of the wounded heart
Shards of yesterday's memory pierces
Holding on even though everything's falling apart
Signs he never noticed, always misses

How could I save myself from this misery
When the heart always battles with the mind
Will I be caged from this or soon be set free?
Someday I'll discover the answer I vow to find