Never Ending Thoughts Of Him

Poem#20: If only

He is leaving
And I can't do anything
While I am foolishly believing
He will come back, staying

I'm helplessly standing here
Sobbing, hoping that you would hear
Getting further away, once very near
From a small figure, he disappears

Will this pain ever go away?
The tears of misery, everyday
Since that gloomy month of May
Are written words I can't ever say

I should have treated you better
If only the pain would disappear faster
I hope you'll be happier with her
If only letting go and moving on was easier

If only it's not too late
We shall meet again, if it's destined by fate
For now, torns will grow around my gate
If it's you, love will grow back from all the hate