Never Ending Thoughts Of Him

Poem #23: Blind Sight

How are you doing these days?
Why is it so hard for me?
Would you know the words I can't say?
If I call out your name, would you turn around and see?

How much pain will I bear?
Could you see that I'm trying?
I look away and try not to care
'Cause you can't see that I'm drowning

I only know a love who looks from behind
I always pretend to not know
But you are the figure my eyes find
Even if I force myself to let you go

My dreams became painful
If is was you, how could it be?
My eyes once again turning into a fool
When my body chooses to flee

Knowing what an answerless answer mean
As I look at you, I break every time
I always wondered how you've been
Though the thought of you is still sublime

My heart shattered on the floor
I try to look away but I keep on crying
Even though you'll never knock on my door
My eyes will always look for you, wandering

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A/N: Inspired by "If It's You" Rosé Cover