Never Ending Thoughts Of Him

Poem#33: Love behind Equations

The two of us sitting in this little room
Thinking our little equations make sense
Hoping our theorized patterns would bloom
Yet given strategies make me restless

These math problems are beyond my limits
Yet you filled me with this strange curiosity
Could I look away, whenever our eyes meet
Heart pounding which beats infinitely?

I fumbled on the words I meant to say
Thoughts seem vague, focused on priorities
Polygons forming a heart for you each day
But have we talked if it wasn't for this opportunity?

I know I've turned down your offer before
But I shouldn't have, it made me feel reluctant
Looking disappointed as you left the classroom's door
I would've accepted it, but at the moment I can't

However, you left a guilty feeling within me
So I adjusted the values of time for you
You made me believe in myself and see
My hidden capabilities are now shown into the blue

"Look for a pattern through a difficult problem"
And with it, I never knew you were my solution
From helpless, into someone worthy, proven by our theorem
Our pattern of love has now been derived into our equation