The Pain is all worth it.

Day #30

I am infected by chickenpox virus!

It is so unfortunate. I had this when I was small so I didn't know why I have it again now. It is so sad.

I believe God has plans. Whatever it is, I trust Him.

It's hard to breath.
It's hard to get up.
It's hard to move.

It's painfully itchy.

God is good. His name is what I will glorify until the end. I will make it. God loves me. I know.

Dear Father,
If this is part of your plans, strengthen me.
If this is your punishment, forgive me.
God, you are the only one who can cure me. You are a miracle. You are infinite. God, I trust you.