deja vu

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dedicated to Erlana_Gray!! tysm for all your comments!

"If you're gonna face Maul, you'll need these."

Anakin holds out the box.

Ahsoka looks down at it. She's got a sneaking suspicion about what's in there.


"They're asking you back, Ahsoka... I'm asking you back."


She's hesitant to reach forward, and he wonders if she's remembering the same moment as he is.


She gently takes his hand, and he's suddenly afraid.


She places each hand on either side of the box.


A thumb pressed to his prosthetic palm, tiny fingers curling around his much larger ones.

Force, she's so much littler than him.

He used to wonder if he scared her with his presence- his height, strength, the metal arm. 

She'd never been afraid. 

To Ahsoka, him being so much taller than her made it so much fun to run at him when he least expected it, and hoist herself up onto his back or shoulders.

His muscular form, to her, just meant that she was one of the lucky recipients of the tightest, warmest hugs in the galaxy.

The metal arm helped them pull some of their best pranks, and made for some of her favorite memories of lying on the floor of his quarters, both of them tinkering with it before inevitably falling asleep against one another.


She pulls the lid open.


She closes his hand.


Acceptance


Rejection.


"I took care of them."


"I'm not coming back."


He wants to ask her if she feels it too- the déjà vu -but he doesn't want to bring up the old memories that she clearly wants to forget.

They have to leave each other again, and he doesn't want to watch her walk from him once more, so he steps away first.

She wishes him luck.

He smiles.

This time it'll be different- this time he just knows they'll see each other again.

i am on the verge of an anxiety attack rn bc i'm abt to do a presentation in like 5 minutes i am so freaking scared rn oh my gosh oh my gosh

of course i'm last. OF COURSE. the anxiety levels are risiiiing

i just wanna goooo the anticipation is making this so much worse i've almost thrown up 3 times, my hands are all sweaty and i cannot stop SHAKING AHHHH

OKAY IM UP OH MY GOSH

OKAY I DID IT YAY BUT I STARTED CRYING WHEN MY TEACHER GAVE ME CRITICISM IM SO GLAD MY CAMERA IS OFF AHHHH (same bio teacher from yesterday and she's being RUDE)

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