~Gerards POV~
"What is this?... What are we?" I asked again not completely knowing how to feel... about well everything
"We are two horny gay teenagers who have by chance met and become more than roomates... Are we a couple?" He asked back
"We aren't not a couple, we haven't done much couple stuff"
"Don't worry fag, I can still fuck you with broken bones" That deserved a chuckle
"You topping? you looked like you had way too much fun on Andy's dick to be a top" we both laughed
"Hey he is like a whole foot taller than me, plus you're to much of a twink to ever top" That also made both of us laugh because it was very true Frank continued "I like this, y'know the whole not giving a fuck just talking to eachother thing"
"Yeah, I.. I could talk to you forever" I whispered, I regretted this instantly I sounded desperate and clingy oh god I fuck everything up it's all my fault. there was a pause.
"We should" he whispered back "Talk like this"
"Whats your biggest fear?" I asked honestly needing to know I wasn't the only person afraid of something
"I dunno spiders freak me out I guess, what about you"
"Uh.. well everything Y'know dying alone, silence, being hated for something I cant change, death being alive in general" tears began to flow "I am so afraid of losing the ones closest to me because I am so much less than what they expected I-"
"Stop, here's to being so much less than they expected but so much more of what we wanted, I guess here's to being human"
"You are so much more than that handsome douche bag I met in our dorm" I whispered the tears were still there but there was less of them "You are so much more than what I thought you were, You are so much more..... everything"
"Gerard?" He whispered. Was this the first time he's called me by my name?
"Yeah" I answered
"Promise me when both of us escape our own sandboxes filled with quicksand that we can... you know"
"Fuck?" I asked
"Yeah, you have no idea how horny I am"
"Of course, also way to make a deep touching conversation vulgar"
"It's not my fault, I want you to suck my dick"
"just saying we are not having phone sex when my aunt is sitting outside the room like eight feet away" we both sniggered
"Trying" he said out of the blue
"What?" asked
"I have stage 4 fear of trying" He replied "trying and failing that is" that made me smile
"Frank?"
"Yeah" I breathed in hard
"Why-Why are you a monster?"
"Curiosity killed the cat"
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Whispers in the dark (Frerard)
FanfictionFrank is an angsty asshole, at least that's what he lets on to be, When Gerard becomes his roommate he can't tell if he's happy or not. Don't speak. Don't touch my stuff. Without permission of course. Those were some of Franks rules for the qu...
