Maddamsir: Kabhi Pyar Kabhi Takkrar

KPKT 94

"amma ka phone kiu nahi uthaya" Haseena asked Karishma, who busy in reading..

Karishma looks to Haseena, who lying on Karishma's lap & Karishma says- aapne uthaya..

Haseena says with casual tone- haan, koi shaq..

Karishma shook her head & says- jarasa bhi nahi..

Haseena- boliye, phone kiu nahi uthaya..

Karishma made a mark on book line & close it & says- aapne ammi ka phone uthaya..

Haseena says with little irks tone- nahi..

Karishma smile & say- bas yahi baat hai, jo aapne abhi bhav diya na, bas wahi humare bhav hai, aur aaj se aap amma ko sambhaliye, aur hum ammi ko rakh lete hai, waise bhi humara amma ke saath koi tal-mel nahi hai, ammi ke saath hai, toh ammi aaj se humari huyi..

Haseena quickly asked- aur Utam uncle, & she start to stare Karishma, who gives her pouted look..

Haseena says- boliye..

Karishma says with little irks tone- aapko humare saath, din mei ek baar ke liye sahi, jhagda karna jaruri hota hai..

Haseena says with casual tone- issye aap jhagde ka naam mat dijiye, issye aapsi matbhed bolte hai, aur usse baithkar sulajaye jaa sakte hai..

Karishma stare Haseena for a moment & says- yeh aapsi matbhed nahi hai, issye bolte hai, noch, noch ke kuch bhi kar ke aisi baat nikalna hai, jise jhagada ho, aur aapko pata hai, humein nahi pasand hai unnke baare mei baat karna..

Haseena getting up from Karishma's lap & say- aur kitne dinno ke liye aap iss baat ko talengi, & she look Karishma, who little disturb by the Haseena's words..

Haseena quickly says- iss baat mei koi bhi pareshaani ki wajah nahi hai..

Karishma cut Haseena in mid & says- hum pareshaan nahi ho rahe hai, hum, humein na nahi samjh aata hai, aapko kaise samjhaye..

Haseena says with calm tone- kaise bhi samjh jaayiye, hum samjh jaaynge..

Karishma think for a while & says with deep sigh- dekhiye, humein pata hai, aap unnki bhi sanmati chahti hai, hum doono ke rishte ko lekar, lekin unnke liye doo ladkiyan bas dost ban sakti hai, behen ban sakti hai, aur jaada se jaada ek dusre ki sab se acchi dost ho sakti hai, unnke liye doo ladkiyon ka pyar sirf behen yaa dost wala hai, saathi wala nahi hai, unnka matlab hai, doo ladkiyan ekdusre se pyar karti hai, matlab aisa kya karti hai, woh sirf ladka-ladki ka pyar samjh sakte hai, unnke liye pyar ka matlab sharirik sambadhon par adharit hota hai, aur unn sab se bahar ki duniya woh nahi samjhte hai, samjh rahi hai aap, hum doono pyar karte hai, iss ka matlab unnke liye aisa hai, ke doo ladkiya pyar karti hai, matlab kya hi karti hai, aur humare liye pyar ka matlab sharir ki bhook mitana nahi hai, humare liye pyar ka matlab ek coffee ka mug hai, poore din thak kar aane ke baad ek jo pyari muskan hai, jo humari thakan dur karti hai, aur woh jor se gale lagna, usske ke baad jo rahat milti hai na, usse hum pyar mante hai, yeh sharir se judi aisi koi baat nahi hai, log bolte hai, sharir ki bhook bhi badi hoti hai, lekin humein woh bhook nahi lagi hai, hum bas paas rehna chahte hai, aur kuch nahi, yeh baat ajeeb hai, lekin hai hum mei, hum nahi hai uss hawas ke pyase jise log pyar bolte hai, aur hum papa ko nahi samjha sakte pyar aur sharir sambhdh ke beech ki baat..

Haseena says with clam tone- ok, shaant huye, & she closed the gap between them, & gives side hugged to Karishma, Karishma keep her head on shoulder of Haseena..

Karishma says with deep husky voice- papa na ek sangh ke saath kaam karte the, jo ke doo ladke aur doo ladkiyon ke pyar ke khilaf awaz utha tha, aur aaj bhi woh sangh ke saath kaam karte hai, aaj bhi woh hum jaise pyar karne wale log paaye jaate hai na, toh unnko sare aam, bhari bazar mei unnki izzat utar di jaati hai, woh yeh nahi sochte hai, ke unn doo insano par kya gujar rahi hogi, unn par aise toot padte hai na ke, humare savidhan ke ghatna bhi unn sab ke saamne haath jod deti hai, aaj agar insan, insan ko dekhkar pyar karne na, toh poori duniye kuch alag hogi, lekin nahi, yeh baat sirf pyar ki nahi hai, aaj bhi log kahi jagah par wahi ghise pite dharm aur majhab ke naam par ladhte hai, azadi milne ke itne saal baad bhi log yeh samjh nahi paa rahe hai, insaniyat se bada dharm koi aur hai hi nahi, aur yeh baat toh pyar karne ki hai, uss par toh baat karna bhi paap maana jaata hai, aur humare papa na unn logo mei se hai, jo ke sab ki madat karte hai, sab ka masiha bane phirte hai, woh bas usske piche unnka dikhawa hai, aur kuch nahi, hum mante hai, woh bahot aache hai, bahot saare logo ke liye, lekin itne bhi acche nahi hai..

Haseena says with soft tone- aap bahot jaada bura soch rahi hai, aapke pita ke baare mei..

Karishma coming out from the side hugged & look to Haseena & says- aapka pasandita rang konsa hai..

Haseena gives confused look to Karishma & Karishma says- boliye toh..

Haseena says with little thought- blue..

Karishma- aur humein kaha aapse ke aap aaj ke baad yeh rang nahi pehngi, iss rang ki taraf dekhingi bhi nahi, toh aap kya karngi..

Haseena think for a while & says- hum nahi pehnge woh rang..

Karishma shook her head in understand way & says with serious tone- aur humein kaha aaj ke baad aap kabhi aapki ammi se nahi milengi, kabhi unnse baat nahi karngi, aur saath mei, unnka hal-chal bhi nahi puchngi toh aap kya karngi..

Haseena shook her head in no & says- aap aisa nahi kar sakti, humein pata hai..

Karishma- nahi, yeh hum nahi karnge, lekin aisa humein aapko karne ke liye kaha toh aap kya karngi..

Haseena says with stern tone- hum aapko chod denge, kiu ki jinhone humein janam diya hai, unnse badhkar humare liye koi nahi hai..

Karishma shook her head with smile & says- iss baat ko dimag mei rakhte huye, amma ki jagah khud ko rakhiye, aur poore 31 saal ke liye, aur mehsoos karne ki koshish kariye, ke amma itne saal aapne amma se dur kaisi rehi hogi, woh bhi iss wajah se, ke papa ne aur mama ne milkar ek khel rachaya tha, ke shaadi yashomati ke saath hogi, lekin chunav mei mama jeetega, aur papa ko usske badle mei paisa milega muh manga, aur saath mei highway wali zameen, shaadi huyi, chunav mei mama jeeta, lekin mama ne baat palat di uss waqt, aur amma ka mayak papa ne tod diya, lekin mama ne kuch saalon baad unn doono ke beech huyi baat ko poori kardi, lekin papa ne amma ko kaha tha, agar woh unnka ghar aur unnki kisi bhi baat ko nahi manti hai, toh woh unnhe chod denge, woh bhi ek ladki ke saath, jo ke 2 saal ki thi humari badi behen aur dusre hum the, jo ke unnke pet mei the, amma ne unnki baat aaj tak maani hai, khud ki maa ka dehant ho gaya tab bhi woh aurat gayi nahi, itne saal mei woh insan khud ke baare mei pehle sochta hai, khud ke liye sochta hai, usse kaise samjh aayega, pyar ka matlab, iss wajah se hum bahot jaada bura samjhte hai, khud ke pita ko, jo sab ko dikhta hai, waise hai nahi Utam singh, aur jo hai, woh kabhi kisi ke samne aaye nahi hai, aur jis tarah se hum waha se aaye hai, woh chup nahi baithnge, hum mante hai, woh humse pyar karte hai, lekin unnka ahankar bada hai, aur ussko hum maat de ke aaye hai, aur humein itna pata hai, woh aapko kuch nahi karnge, kiu ki unnhe pata hai, aapko kuch hua, toh hum khud ko kuch na kuch karnge, toh woh aisa kuch jarur karnge, jaha par naa aap war sehen kar sakti aur naa hum, aur uss war ka hum intzaar kar rahe hai..

Haseena only nod, she is in mind- lekin phir bhi humein lag raha hai, Utam uncle waise hai nahi, jaise coco samjh rahi hai, woh kuch na kuch karnge itna humein pata hai, lekin har kahani ke 3 pehlu hote hai, ek innka, ek utam uncle ka aur sach ka, aur sach sirf aur sirf amma baata sakti hai, aur phone par baat karna thoda muskil hai, aur yeh humein ab innke ghar bhejne se rahi toh, ab kaise waha tak pouche, ke sab humein samjh aaye, & her thought break for a moment, when Karishma circle her hands around her waist, who enters into side hugged, who craving for extra warmth, she gives her smile & started to caressing her hand on Karishma's arm, who almost closing her eyes, she look her once & again gets busy with the thoughts..