I can only wish for a perfect life or does it get taken away?
Nevan and Talia cannot both have children so the last resort is to adopt kids. They adopted four kids in the end and followed their journey of life.
I woke out of my head space wanting to go into newborn headspace but I do not know how to do that. I looked around to see I was in a different room.
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As I am looking around my mind starts to wander off. All the negative thoughts and the voices started to become louder. I kept on crying and then I heard the door open.
"Baby girl, what is wrong?"Mommy asked
"The voices and thoughts are getting loud Mommy. They are telling me I need to hurt myself and I just want to be with you and Daddy. Mommy I want to go into the headspace of a newborn."I cried and I started to scratch my arms.
"Nevan I need you," Mommy said
Mommy grabbed my arms and just held me in her arms. Daddy walks through the door and turns on the big light.
"We need to get her to fall in her headspace, "Mommy told Daddy
"Help Daddy please they are getting loud!"I shout
"Okay, come here to daddy."Daddy gook me and he took my arms and put them next to my body while he walked up and down.
"Mommy and Daddy please they are getting loud. I need to hurt myself so they can go away!"I shout
"Okay, we are working on some things, baby girl. Fokus on my heartbeat."Daddy said
I see the door open up to see Poppo.
"Hey is everything good?"Poppo asked
"She is having mental deterioration," Daddy said
"Do you need help?"Poppo asked
"Can you just make a milk bottle with breast milk that is in the freezer and there is calming medication by the kettle but two tablespoons of it in the bottle?"Daddy said
"Help, please. I just want to hurt myself, please."Guinevere says
"Hey, kiddo Mommy and I are right here. You are not going to hurt yourself because we love you and care for you. Is there anything we can do?"Daddy asked
"Make the voices stop," Guinevere said.
"I am going to hold your arms while mommy changes your bum," Daddy said
I am then placed on the changing table where Daddy holds my arm and Mommy takes off all my clothes. Mommy changed my dirty diaper into a clean-on. Mommy grabbed the mittens and placed them on my hands.
"There we go your hands are covered. We love you so much, baby girl. Daddy and I will do anything for you. You are such a brave girl to us and we just want to protect you. You have brought so much joy into your life that you made us want to come home and stay with you for years."Mommy said
"Do you want to do skin-to-skin with us both?"Mommy asked
"Yes, please, "I said
Mommy first took off her shirt and then took me in her arms and Daddy also took his shirt off. Daddy and Mommy cradle me between them with a blanket over Mommy's boobs.
