problematic » e.d [on hold]

t w e n t y - e i g h t

aaron's pov

"all my friends are at my house," ethan tells me as we stop at a red light.

"that's cool, i guess." i say, turning up the sound on the radio station.

he sighs, "i'm sorry, aaron. i'm sorry for ruining what we had, i'm sorry for ruining our perfect relations."

i rub my temples, "but don't you see, ethan? we didn't have a perfect relationship. we used each other for our own pleasures and desires, we didn't even have a real relationship."

he rubs his eyes, "then i'm sorry for that too. i'm sorry for a lot of things. for not treating you right, not being a good partner and not being able to trust you enough because i have trust issues"

i covered my face in my hands, "we haven't even been 'together' for that long and we've already fought more times then i could count, over stupid things."

"stupid things i didn't cause!" i roll my eyes.

"here we go again, listen. i know, all relationships have issues. but when you fight over and over, it wasn't a relationship, it was something else. a fling, with someone you know you wouldn't be with and you kept being with them to pass time."

"excuse me if i'm wrong because i'm not a relationship connoisseur, we haven't had many fights. it's just one large fight over something stupid. so can we please, swipe it off our board and just try to enjoy each other's company?"

"ethan, we barley know each other. this so called relationship is built off all the times we've had together. and not all those fun times, the times in bed or in the janitors closet for christ's sake!"

"then let me change that."

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I love bleeding from places I shouldn't be bleeding from. Like why is my knee bleeding?!

jfk bye