"I HELPED YOU WHEN YOU WHERE DRUNK! I AM MORE THAN CAPABLE OF TAKING CARE OF MYSELF!! I GET YOU ARE FAMOUS AND SHIT BUT WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK!" I yell at him."I understand you can see this is unfair, and i am sorry for getting drunk. That wasn't my intention i was just having fun and i was irresponsible and stupid, i was just having a party of my own. Yes you are capable of taking care of yourself, but i don't want anything happening to you." I am beyond mad at this man. "You SUCK AT BEING A FUCKING FATHER!" I yell at him and stomp upstairs.
Does he not understand what communication is? Or is he just some dumbo.
I throw my pillow at my door and punch it and punch it and punch it.
I know he will be mad or even sad, but i couldn't give two shits. I have shown him how i can take care of myself and he gets me a Nanny?? let alone tells me the DAY before he leaves that he is leaving? who does this?
i hear a knock, "I swear to god dad i can't with you right now." instead it was someone else "Can i come in." I hear someone say quietly. I can tell it is jaden. "what do you want?!" I say rudely. "To talk." He responds in a calm voice.
Look kid i don't know if you understand this but i DONT want to talk in-fact that is the last thing i would want to do right now. I am pissed and i just need to punch something or get my anger out somehow.
"We can buy some watermelons, and smash them." He says opening the door slightly.
Well now he has my attention. Smashing something does sound fun, and it would be a good way to get all my anger out.
"Fine." I get up and open the door. "But, while we kill the watermelons...you have to talk." I make a disgusted face. "Ha..No."
I know i am going to end up talking and opening up. but it will be more of yelling and cussing and screaming.
"I am not paying for watermelons if you don't explain why you told Griffin "You suck at being a fucking father."'
Now that Jaden says it, it sounds kinda harsh. But it was the truth! He did suck, well at the moment.
"I will explain if you get me two watermelons." I say crossing my arms. "Okay, deal." We walk down the the hallway and i go down the elevator to take more time.
Every movement felt like jabs in the stomach and my heart was racing. To get out of here and go smash watermelons, i would have to see Griffin. Right now, i know that will be the most awkward moment ever.
We get down and i see Griffin on his phone. "Yo Griff, we are going to the store we will be back in an hour or so." Jaden says. "Okay." He replies not taking mention of me. We walk out the door and get into a car. "Wait, you can drive?" i say as Jaden puts the keys in the car. "You can drive with one person when you are turn sixteen."
I guess that makes sense, So i am able to drive next year! Lets go! I probably will drive around town and listen to music, that will be so much fun.
We arrive at the store and go to the fruit section, "Pick a melon." Jaden starts knocking on them while i find the biggest one. "This one." i say point to a giant watermelon. "Okay, pick one more so you have time to actually tell me what happened with Griffin." I roll my eyes and pick up another watermelon. "Lets buy these and go get a sledgehammer." I laugh and we checkout. "Next up the hardware store."
We drive over to the hardware store and pick up two sledgehammers, we checkout, put them in the car and make our way to an empty parking lot.
Once we get there we set then watermelons out and this is my cue to start talking, but it will be more of yelling. I take the hammer and hold it so that i don't hurt my wrist even more, i smash the watermelon in half. "DONT TELL ME YOU ARE LEAVING ME WITH A NANNY A DAY BEFORE YOU LEAVE!" i hit it over and over. "AND DONT YOU DARE GET DRUNK AND THEN ACT LIKE I CANT TAKE CARE OF MYSELF! THAT IS FUCKING BITCHY AND SUCH A DICK MOVE!" I hit the watermelon more and look at jaden, His eyes are wide. "I mean...Go off." I grab the second watermelon and put it in-front of me. "I SAID YOU SUCK AT BEING A FATHER BECAUSE RIGHT NOW YOU DO! YOU CANT COMMUNICATE FOR SHIT!! I PROVE I AM RESPONSIBLE BY TAKING CARE OF YOUR DUMB FUCKING ASS AND YOU GET ME A NANNY?! SO FUCK YOU!" I yell smashing it more. I look at the destroyed watermelon and sit down the hammer.
Ya know, that was super therapeutic i am doing this more often.
A/n Happy brithday @adienstackhouse hope you have an amazing day!! Love you so much! Also thank you for the support, i don't know if you guys understand how grateful i am for you! The only thing keeping me going is posting this book, i am glad i am still here so i wouldn't leave you guys on a cliffhanger for the rest of your life. That being said, if you EVER need someone to talk to, PLEASE reach out to me! You can text me on wattpad! I love you all so much!! ❤️🦋
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