Coincidence? More like Fate (Yuzuru Hanyu x Reader)

Us?

Your POV

"Uh...huh?! Did you...just...am I dreaming? Yuzuru Hanyu, tell me that my ears did not play with me with what you just asked" I said, stopping the both of us as I pulled Yuzu's arm

"Well then, I don't really know much about these kinds of things since you can argue that I'm a Japanese and we don't typically show our emotions but I guess what I'm trying to say (hold my other hand with his other hand, now facing me) きみ だい すき です (Y/N)-chan. You thought me so much about life. Shown me that there is so much in life even when I'm done with the one thing that I have been doing basically all my life. I feel that whenever I talk with you, be in the moment with you, something other than skating would normally arise. Like how you would take me to watch movies, explains about the scene, trying out different kinds of food that I wouldn't try if it were up to me. Convinced me to be more outgoing and to try and be better. You're not perfect, I know that. I mean, we all are far from perfect. You and I are sometimes quite stubborn with the things we truly believe in, mainly me. I know what you might say. That you're not as beautiful as many other girls I've met. That you're not a Japanese, you are not smart, and every single negative thing about you. Don't. I know you're not perfect but, neither am I. Plus, as I heard from the multiple series and movies you recommended me to watch and some animes I watched, there is no such thing as a perfect relationship. So, you heard me correct (Y/N)-chan, do you going through another Olympic cycle limits the chances of...us?" Yuzu asks, holding both my hands in his

"Yuzu...it's not that I want to...it's just the fact that you're one of the most popular athletes out there. Japan's pride and here I am just a person that randomly was lucky enough to meet their idol a few years ago and just so happens to get close with them and the others. Plus, I...I can't guarantee that I will be able to make that much time for you though. I mean, I still want to try to go through one more Olympic cycle and then you did mention what I want to do after skating. I mean, I have a degree and I was thinking of doing some freelance whilst skating. Like becoming a freelance translator since I know like 4 different languages, not to mention, I have been trying to learn more Russian and Spanish thanks to Zhenya and Javi. But...if you're willing to wait...plus...I'm just scared what your fanbase may think. I mean, remember what happened last time you were spotted with a girl back in Japan? I dunno Yuzu, I mean, before I met you and everyone, I always dreamed that it must be nice to be your friends or maybe even get together with one of you. But realistically speaking, I honestly am not sure. I mean, I know there are several other athletes that were able to have a very private relationship but it's you that we're talking about. I'm just scared and I really don't want to mess up my first relationship because...you know...I really want my first to be my last" I explained, looking down and sighing while pulling my hoody up to try and hide the tears (these damn tears!!)

"Hey...(holds my chin to force me to look at him) I understand (Y/N)-chan. I know that you want your first relationship to be your last and you're not sure if you can make the time because I'll admit, a relationship is about commitment and all. Plus, I know that you're scared about being with me due to my "popularity". I really don't like that word but I have to admit it. I can't ensure you about the relationship and I don't want to force you into it. I also can't ensure that there will not be any hardships. But I can promise you one thing. I will definitely try my best to be there for you. To support you in whatever you do. To try my best to understand you. You don't have to give me a straight answer nor be stressed to have to accept it. Just know that I'm here for you just as you've been here for all of us. The last thing I want is for you to feel forced in this" Yuzu said, caressing my cheek