Since I Know You

Nine again

Sorry, I can't pretend that I do not love you.

-Unknown

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Colten's PoV:

It wasn't right what I was doing it wasn't but how can I explain this it all started when we were younger. I loved her, I did. I know it's hard to believe I had 9 at the time but isn't that a pure love because it's innocent and pure?

I had known her my own life, she was my best friend but also my half. I knew all about her and she knew all about me. I told her everything and she told me everything, we were inseparable.

But not for that long.

In my little stupid and young head I decided to talk with her alone, talk about how I loved her and how I didn't just want to be her best friend but her love, to a nine-year-old boy I was very sentimental and that ruined me.

~*~ Flashback ~*~

"So where we going?" she asked

"There" I pointed to a lake

"I've never been there"

"Mom, doesn't want people there. She says it's too beautiful and people are bad and can ruin it"

"Oh then maybe I shouldn't go"

"It's okay I asked her if I could show you"

"oh okay" the little girl smiled, after a walk they both got into the lake it was beautiful it had a wooden trek to the water and the sunset made it even prettier

"wow it's beautiful Coltie" she said smiling

"You're beautiful" he said and she blushed

"Thank you very much" she smiled with her teeth and her eyes closed

"No welcome, it's true" he said "I wanted to tell you something"

"What is it?" she said sitting on the wooden treck, she took her shoes off and put them in the water

He followed her lead and sat near here "Promise you won't be mad, okay?"

"Okay" she smiled

"I'm going away"

"why?" she pouted

"Mom and Dad found new jobs and I'll be gone for a while but I'll be back I promise you" she started to cry and he took her head into his chest

"I don't want you to leave "

" I know, but I have to" he said caressing her hair

"what if you forget about me?"

"Are you crazy? I'll never forget about you! Will you forget about me?"

"No but I'll miss you so much"

"look" he told her looking at her eyes "if you ever miss me just think about me and know that I'll always be here" he said pointing to her heart "and you'll be here" he sad pointing to his heart

"I really like you, coltie " she have little sobs

"I really really like you too, so much" he said looking at her eyes and then her lips and then in the innocence of two little children's a very meaningful kiss was given

~*~ End of Flashback ~*~

I stopped daydreaming when I knew I was still looking at the book and Alina passed in front of me, she stopped and her eyes met mine she looked at the floor and then at me again and her face went furious