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"Hi tete" Jungkook answered from the other end of the phone.
"Hey baby" Tae said with a voice which held no emotion but also full to the brim.
"Hey hey, are you okay?" Jungkook asked sitting up from his sitting position, gripping onto the phone harder in worry.
"Hmm, can you talk? about anything, I just want to hear your voice...please" Tae's voice cracked with that request.

"Of course baby, do you want to know what I did today?" Jungkook asked not sure what to talk about.
"Of course bambi"
"Hm I had bad cramps this morning, but no morning sickness. Then I went to Bam's room and he was already awake bouncing around on his feet. I think we need to get a bigger bed for him, he's going over the rails. He's grown so much. Anyway I fed him some raspberries, bananas and some strawberry yoghurt. He really liked it, that's another thing we need to let him explore food as he's getting very excited each time he tried something new. Uhm then we snuggled missing dada and watched a few Disney movies" Jungkook ended with a little sigh, there was a little silence.

"Tae baby, talk to me, are you coming home soon?"
"I-I still have a few hours left. But I really want to"
"Do you want me to come to you? I can bring some food if you prefer a home cook meal"
"No it's okay baby, I've been in the emergency unit all day, I just needed to hear your voice"

"Okay Tete, I'll make sure that you have a cooked meal when you're home, and I can run a nice bath. Sound good?" Jungkook could already hear the elder relaxing just thinking about it.
"T-that sounds amazing, really. I love you" Tae weeped a little, trying his hardest not to cry.

"I'm here for you okay, if you need to talk to me, I'm here, whenever you need" Jungkook reminded not expecting an answer.
"A patient died in my hands, and I feel so bad, I can't stop thinking about her life which was ahead of her. She was only 17 baby, and she killed herself" Taehyung sobbed on the other end of the phone.

"Oh Tae" The worst feeling anyone ever could go through when working in the medical field is a patients death. Whether if they knew the patients for 1 hour, 1 day, 1 month, 1 year; it's all the same. The sick feeling which sits in the bottom of your stomach and in the back of your throat, it the worst possible feeling.
Unfortunately Taehyung has had to suffer too many patient deaths, for too long now.

"You tried your best. Don't think what if, you can't let yourself so that okay. These things happen tete, and yes she may have had her whole life ahead of her but she's at rest now. She can sleep peacefully now. Long periods of pain is damaging, now she can be free from all of that, but you shouldn't carry the guilt. You tried your best" Jungkook reasoned feeling himself tear up too, he hated that Tae was feeing like this.

"I want to come home" Tae sniffed, wanting to go home and hug his babies to feel all the love and warmth from them.
"I know Tete, you've only got a few hours, hopefully they'll pass quickly and then you can come home. You don't have work tomorrow either so the quicker you get home the quicker you can rest"
"I love you" Tae mumbled.
"I love you so much, you've got this my little soldier"
"Hey Koo I've got to go, I'll come home as soon as I can" Tae let out a soft yawn.
"Okay, you've got this, love you"
"Love you more sweetheart"

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He finally finished his shift and Taehyung walked inside his home with a weak frown on his face. He was so exhausted, he couldn't even think straight all day, but the moment he walked into his home he felt warmth. He could smell one of his favourite dishes, lasagna. He took his shoes off and placed them out of the way.

He was so lost in his head that he didn't hear the bare feet walking towards him on the floor boards.
"Hey baby" Jungkook waddled to his boyfriend, wrapping his arms around the elders chest from behind.
"Kookoo" Tae whispered, turning around and brought the boy into his arms.
Tae pressed his face into the younger's hair, smelling his fruit scented shampoo.

doctors are never wrong...Onde histórias criam vida. Descubra agora