Ambivalence

Shatter me in any way you desire

Aaradhya's POV

I created some distance between us, rising on my toes to kiss his lips, to which he responded eagerly, our tongues fighting for dominance. I wanted to love him like no one ever did before. I wanted to fill the wounds that were still unhealed inside him.

"Can I tie you?" I whispered as I pulled away from the kiss, watching as his eyes widened momentarily before he tenderly kissed the back of my hand.

"Undress yourself and lie on the bed," I commanded, feeling a rush of excitement ripple through me.

I fetched one of my scarves to tie his hands. Watching him shed every piece of clothing, he made his way to bed, naked and waiting for me. The sight sent shivers down my spine. Climbing onto the bed, I slowly closed the distance, carefully binding his hands to the bed. A mixture of anticipation and arousal built inside me as I straddled his stomach.

Leaning in closer, I pressed a tender kiss to his forehead. "You mean the world to me, Ansh," I whispered.

"Your eyes are the most beautiful thing I have ever seen," I murmured, trailing my lips slowly across his closed eyelids.

"You are the fruit of my prayers, everything I have ever wanted," I said softly as I kissed both of his cheeks.

"And I love you with every cell of my existence," I declared, kissing the corners of his mouth. As he lifted his head in an attempt to capture my lips, I playfully evaded him, a mischievous smirk dancing on my lips as I observed his growing desire.

Continuing my exploration, I kissed and nibbled along his jawline, feeling his chest rise and fall beneath my fingertips as they traced over his skin, descending gradually towards his defined abs. When I finally made contact with his cock, eliciting a deep groan from him, I couldn't suppress a sense of satisfaction.

But as he moaned my name in sheer pleasure, calling me "Cherry," a primal growl escaped his lips. 

"Fuck Cherry, You're going to be the death of me," he growled, undeterred, I continued to lavish attention on him, trailing kisses down his neck while my hands continued their rhythmic movements, each touch eliciting a fervent response from him.

In that moment, I realized the power I held over him, and I reveled in the newfound knowledge that I could bring him such intense pleasure, all thanks to the lessons I had gleaned from my books.

My eyes locked onto his face, a mixture of frustration and pleasure evident in his expression as my lips pressed kisses to his chest, eliciting a shudder from him. Trailing kisses along his abs, I felt a sense of empowerment as I savored the control I held in this moment.

"Cherry, I'm going to fuck you so hard that you won't be able to walk for days," he groaned, his eyes rolling back in pleasure.

I couldn't help but smile at his declaration, reveling in the dominance I held. Starting with gentle kisses on his inner thighs, I felt a nervous flutter in my stomach as I gazed upon his length, slightly apprehensive but determined. I gradually worked my way up until my lips touched the tip of him. Slowly taking him inside my mouth, I savored the taste of him, pushing his cock deeper until I felt myself choke. As I began to move, his groans of pleasure filled the air, spurring me on.

"Argh," he groaned in pleasure, his hands fisted.

Increasing the pace, my tongue explored every inch of him, feeling myself growing wetter with each stroke as I sucked him eagerly.

"Fuck," he cursed, his pleasure evident in his voice.

"Untie me, Cherry," he whimpered, but I ignored his pleas, continuing my ministrations.