His Past Lover (PUBLISHED UNDER IMMAC)

Chapter 37

Warning: SPG

Hawak-hawak parin nito ang aking kamay habang tinatahak namin ang palabas ng bar. I can't believe that I'm seeing him again. This must have been a nightmare..Yeah..I'm sure this is.

Nang matapat na kami sa sasakyan nito ay saka ako nagpumiglas.

"Get your hand hell off me! I can go home alone!" I was about to walk when I suddenly felt my surrounding spinning, the next thing I knew ay nasa loob na ako ng sasakyan na may pamilyar na amoy...

Gio..

Tinitigan ko ito ng mabuti..Maybe I am really not dreaming..kasi kanina ko pa kinukurot ang sarili ko at alam kong nagsusugat na ito pero di parin nawawala sa paningin ko ang lalaking sumira ng buhay ko sa pag-aakalang ako ang baliw niyang ex!

"I already gave you time Anica...pero ito lang ang ginagawa mo? Getting yourself drunk all night? Flirt with different guys?"

Napaismid ako sa sinabi nito.

"Why.. Are you jealous of those guys? Bakit? Are you over with that psychotic ex of yours?! Hindi ko pa sya nakikita ah...she must be in mental right now, no..I must throw her in hell!" I said while laughing.

"Anica.." I heard him say. Nakatuon parin ang tingin nito sa daan.

"Hindi mo alam ang nararamdaman ko Gio. I lost my child! I lost Gian..at hindi ko alam kung kaya ko pang tanggapin iyon, I am like this dahil gusto kong magpahinga..kapag mag-isa lang ako..I feel like I'm losing my sanity, thinking how I lost him.." I sob. Wala na akong pakealam kung si Gio man talaga ang iniiyakan ko.

"Anica..I'm here.." The gray-eyed demon said.

"You're not! Kahit kailan hindi ko naranasang nasa tabi kita. I don't need you. Bakit ako magtitiwala sayo? Ikaw..kayo ng baliw na iyon ang dahilan kung bakit wala na..wala na ang a-anak ko."

"Nawalan din ako ng anak Anica!! Why is it hard for you to accept that fact! Anak ko rin yun. Masakit din sa akin pero pinipilit kong magpakatatag para magawa kong bantayan at sundan ka gabi-gabi. I gave you enough time..I was watching you making yourself drunk all night! Pero di ako nakealam..but now..Anica please..I'm now here."

He tried to hug him pero nagpumiglas ako and I felt myself drown into sleep.

Naramdaman ko na parang nakalutang ako sa ere kaya naalimpungatan ako. When I open my eyes, I was really surprise to see Gio carrying me.

"Put me down." I said. I think I'm now sober. Nilibot ko ng tingin ang buong kwarto.

"This is my unit." He said. "You can take a rest and..doon na lang ako sa kabilang kwarto matutulog." Akmang tatalikod na ito nang tumayo ako habulin ito.

Nawalan ako ng balanse dahil medyo nahihilo pa ako kaya naramdaman ko na lamang ang aking sarili na nasa bisig nito.

"Anica.." I can feel his heartbeat sa ganitong posisyon. He's breathing is getting heavy..

It was too late when I realized what have I done. I put my arms around his nape and kiss him...alam kong nagulat ito dahil ako ang naunang mag-initiate ngaunit naramdaman kong gumaganti ito sa aking halik.

"Fuck! You're drunk Anica..we can't..I can't--"

Hindi ko na pinatapos ang sasabuhin nito dahil siniil ko na ito ng halik. "I want you Gio.." I said while kissing him.

Naramdaman ko na lamang na pagpulupot ng braso nito sa aking baywang at mas lalong ipinagdikit ang aming katawan..I can now feel his hardness. Nag-iinit ang aking pakiramdam at hindi ko alam kung dala ba ito ng antok o' ng bawat halik ni Gio.

He traced kisses down to my jawline, then to my neck. He carried me without breaking our kisses. Halos mapugto na ang aking hininga dahil sa nararamdaman ko...It was like something inside me wants to explode.

Naramdaman ko na ang malambot na kama sa aking likuran. Gio kissed me again and I answer it with the same intensity. I felt his hand roaming around my body na para bang hindi alam kung anong gagawin. I let inserted my hands inside his shirt feeling his body..

Gio leaned down and kiss me on my neck. I gave him more access. He help take off my dress. He's looking at me intensely while taking off my bra. Unti-unti akong nakaramdam ng lamig dahil doon.

I can't help but moan when I felt his mouth on my nipples..."G-Gio.." I moan his name while caressing his hair. After playing with my breast, he stand up ang take off his undergarments. Halos mapalunok ako nang makita ko na naman kung gaano siya kalaki.

It has been months ago nang makita ko ito. That was in his island when he thought I was Mira..I shoo that painful thought away. That was the time when he kept in calling me Mira. Now, I am giving myself to him..again and I know what 'm doing.

"Anica...I love you.." he said. Hindi ko napansin na lumayo na ang aking iniisip. It was then I noticed that I am now totally naked and his face is getting in between my thighs. "Gi-Gio..Oh my..please.." I said almost begging him.

I can feel the exquisite feeling again na para bang may sasabog sa loob ko. Gio and his tongue! Oh God! I can't help but just moan until I felt the climax.

Gio kissed me passionately..and I answered it. He positioned himself and thrust.."God! I love you...I love you sweetheart.." he said while moving slowly.

His movement eventually became faster..I can hear and feel his ragged breathing against my skin. He was kissing me endlessly until I felt that familiar pleasure again..and I know he's about to have his climax, until I felt this hot liquid between my thighs.

Gio let my head rest on his chest. He's caressing my hair..I can feel his heart beating so fast na para bang nag-aadjust parin ito dahil sa ginawa namin. I gave myself again.. I can't believe it... I can't believe that I'd be this desperate to have my child back..Yes..I did this because I want to be pregnant again.

Naramdaman ko ang paghalik ni Gio sa aking noo. "I love you sweetheart..Please don't leave me...please forgive me..I love you.." He said.

Napapikit ako.

It's already 2 am, kanina pa ako nakaalis sa mga bisig ni Gio. I am just looking at him. He's sleeping soundly na para bang ngayon lang ito nakatulog ng mahimbing.

I brushed my tears away. Hindi ko namalayang naluluha na naman pala ako. Am I going to be selfish? Minsan lang naman diba? All my life I have been selfless, yung akin na binigay ko pa, Yung dapat para sa akin, ishinare ko pa..

Dahan-dahan at isa-isa ko ng pinulot ang mga damit ko. Muli ko siyang tinitigan na mahimbing parin ang tulog.

Last. This will be the last time. Maingat ko itong kinintalan ng halik sa labi.

"I love you...but this love isn't healthy anymore. " I whispered. "I should let you go.." I said then kiss him again on his forehead before leaving..

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