Chapter 23

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Angel's POV

"So what are you going to do? You know for you to get closure you have to talk to him. As much as I dislike the douche he's the father of these babies."

"I don't know B. I've never been so confused in my life. Well I don't know what is it he wants to talk about and that scares me."

"Listen Angie, you need to do this. For the babies sake. Yes they'd be better off without their father if he wants nothing to do with them. But if he wants to be involved and you deny him will that be fair to your babies? Will you be able to look them in the eyes and tell them you are the reason they don't have their father in their lives?"

"Oh Broox, why did this have to happen to me?"

"Hey, don't cry. It'll be okay. Everything will be okay. Just talk to him. You'll only get your answers from him. Now where's your phone?"

"Oh I left it on the island. I'll go get it."

"No you sit here. I'll go get it."

We're currently sitting in my room. It's in the afternoon and I was feeling lonely so Broox came over. I told him everything that happened three days ago. How Xavier begged me to talk to him. How he literally cried. It was so confusing.

I thought he said he wants nothing to do with me. He said he doesn't love me. So why is he back. For the babies I'm sure. The thing is I'm not sure if he's intentions are good or bad. Maybe he wants to be close enough to take them away from me or maybe he genuinely wants to be in his babies lives.

My only weakness is that I'm too soft. I'm controlled by my emotions and I always see the food in people. I really hope he's not going to make me regret this decision.

Broox is right. The only person who can answer my questions is him. I'll only get closure if I talk to him. Maybe I'll understand why he had to break me like this.

"Here you go. Should I go or "

"No please stay."

"Okay. I'll go make some tea. Want some?"

"Yes please."

I waited until Broox was out of site. I took in a deep breath before calling. It only rang once then I heard his voice.

"Kitten"

My heart dropped to the pit of my stomach and my mouth dried. I didn't know what to say so I hung up. I took a deep a breath again and gave myself a pep talk. I felt my babies kick and I took that as a confirmation that I was doing the right thing. I called again, this time a little confident.

"Hello kitten? Is that you? Is everything okay?"

"Xavier" It came out very small. Barely audible.

"Yes kitten talk to me."

"Mandy's. Tommorow. 4 o'clock."

"Does this mean you're? For real? Okay I'll surely be there. Thank you fo-"

"Cut the crap Xavier I'm doing this for my babies, not you."

"O...Kay yeah. I get it. Thank you though. I really app-"

I hang up again. His voice was doing things to me. It was awaking feelings I wanted to bury. I looked up to find Broox standing by the door. Two cups of tea in his hands.

He gave me a smile and gave me my tea.

"You did well friend. I'm proud of you."

Now I'll have to prepare for tomorrow. I'll have to sort out my emotions. I can't break down in front of him. I refuse to let him see how much he has broke me. I won't give him that satisfaction. I just hope I'm strong enough though.

By the time mom came back Broox had already left. He got a call from Brooklyn and he left in a hurry saying she needed him to get something from the store for her. Well I can't relate. I don't have a relationship with my sister and it sucks, at least my babies won't feel lonely like I did growing up.

Mom wanted nothing to do with men so she never entertained the topic of another child. So I was raised alone. The only time when I'd be with other kids was at school or when we have family functions. I always hated them though. I felt so left out, Nana always tried to make me feel like I belonged but it never really worked because they were distant relatives considering that mom was also an only child.

Mom and I spent the rest of the day baking cookies for the business party they'll be holding at her office. It was fun but tiring. After we were done the kitchen was a mess. I went up to my room to rest while mom cleared the kitchen.

I took a shower and went straight to bed. Fingers crossed I hope everything goes well tomorrow.

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Xavier's POV

Good news after a long time. My kitten has agreed to meet up with me. I'll explain everything to her, I'll apologize fuck I'll even beg her to take me back. These few months without her felt like hell. I just want to support her during this pregnancy. But first I need her forgiveness.

After her call I literally danced. I have never been so happy. I still can't believe I'm going to be a father soon. I haven't even told my parents yet. I want to fix things with her before that. I want to marry her.

My babies, they could be two cute little girls that look like their mother or two baby boys that looks like me or a boy and a girl it doesn't matter. I just want to be in their lives. Even if she doesn't forgive me, I just hope she'll let me be in my children's lives. I won't force her if she doesn't want to thou. I know it's my fault but I won't stop trying.

My plan to make Montero and Lopez pay is in motion and things between my kitten and I are taking a right turn. Finally I feel like I have control over my life. I'm not as helpless as before. This is all thanks to my babies. They gave me the strength to fight back.

I hope everything goes well tomorrow. I don't want to ruin this for myself.

I went to bed a happy man.

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