♧ 7 Moon and Night

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Time goes by, time stops for no one. I stayed Indie the more I thought about it the less I liked that Producer. I let those who find my music naturally, Tiktok did help, one of my songs, Mirror You exploded. I hadn't published a single Album just little songs here and there.

I think I finally put to words what many neurodivergent felt—the need to mirror others' behavior and personality to be liked.

I no longer needed to do that.

I didn't need to be liked.

Soon labels spammed my email and inbox. It was... entertaining.

I knew what I wanted to write. I knew it was going to be the one thing in my catalog... Balam, it was the one thing I cared for. The songs came to me easily, the titles, were already there. I didn't expect that album to go far, let alone define my style. It wasn't my style it was Charlie's.

1. Cope (in Spanish and is about coping with loss)

2. Read Vengeance (the intense feeling of wanting to kill and murder)

3. Hate Me So (It's about self-hate)

4. Kill a Priest (a step-by-step confession on how she killed the pedophilic Catholic priest

5. Stolen Valor (killing of the main abuser [physical] of the wilderness camp)

6. Humanoid (the feeling of being inhuman due to your disorder/disability and embracing it since being considered human by "normal" people is far scarier)

7. Chimp (about the rage inside)

8. Rage in Chamber (about beating up people on a hate/ hit list)

9. Makarov (a ten-minute long song, the first song written. It contains a breakdown, Y/n's scream when she found Charlie, and how she killed Makarov.)

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Sudzy: You did not need to go that hard...

White boy Kyle: You did not need to violate Makarov like that... how do you compare him to a baby-faced gorilla with an IQ of a tapeworm?

Me: was I lying?

Stinky: 💅🏻

Sudzy: I literally listen to Chimp on repeat for hours

White boy Kyle: Are you from the hood?

Me: Suburbs

White boy Kyle: privileged

Me: Said the black man name KyLe, can you get any whiter?

Sudzy: He drinks tea

Me: Absolutely correct, my man has been colonized.

Stinky: I think I've streamed your songs over 1000 times

Dirty Water Drinker: You have an amazing voice

My face flushed at that text. After Price asked if we were dating, he finally asked me out. Though there was an ocean between us, it was going well. Did everyone know? Yes, did anyone say anything? if they wanted to live, they kept their mouth shut.

Except for Roach. Gary asked and then got punished. Apparently, it was cold hose water right to the face. He got a cold and Ghost forced him to do PT with everyone.

Gary said it was worth it seeing Ghost fluster.

Ghost? fluster? I couldn't see it. I ask Gary next time to take a photo, I make it my Icon for him... I need to change his name. If everyone gets a nickname his should be the most accurate and embarrassing.

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