ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ [𝓒𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓽𝓮𝓭✔]

Chapter 47: "Can't I watch you atleast get the shirt off?"

-BLAKE-

It's weekend. Four days left before we have to face him... Ahhh, shit!

Yesterday...She lied for me and I got to see the broken faced Johnson. -FUCK YES! I FEEL FUCKING GREAT! SHE JUST CLEARLY DITCHED THAT BITCH! LIKE, WOAH! SERVES HIM RIGHT! NOW HE KNOWS, HOW IT FEELS LIKE LOSING SOMEONE PRECIOUS! I-

("ISN'T IT ENOUGH ALREADY, THAT
YOU ARE DESTROYING MY LIFE?!")

("I'LL FUCKING KILL YOU!")

-No... Who am I kidding?...I don't feel great at all... Everytime she hangs out with Johnson, she seems to be so happy and wears a smile...
It sucks, seeing him get all her attention. Sometimes, I get the feeling, that she fell for him and is afraid to accept that... fucking shit... why am I thinking about this anyway?!... I admit, I've taking it too far, but that doesn't mean I don't have the right to do so. I am not the bad guy! I am just revenging my father!...-

("As for you... treat her the way I would and if you hurt her, you'll have to face me again.")

-That fucking bitch... I WILL TREAT HER BETTER AND WOULD NEVER HURT HER! THE FUCK IS HE TALKING ABOUT?! SHIT!... WHY IS JOHNSON HAUNTING ME!?-

"Are you alright?" Amanda stares up from her book and looks at me with her huge grey eyes. -Fuck... why is it always you?-

"Yeah." I lie and shake fucking Johnson's voice away along with the shitty thoughts and stare back into my textbook. I got suspended for a week and so did he. Cupcake came to bring me my homework, since we're attending the same history class.

I don't know why, but whenever she's distracted by doing something, I catch myself checking her out. It's really weird. Maybe, I forgot to thank her more?

"Thank you." I mumble out and she confusingly looks at me. "Thank you for all of this." I repeat.

It takes a while, before she looks away and softly giggles. It sounds so soft and sweet, that I can't help but smile at her. "Where's that coming from? Geez, you're weird!"

-She's right... where's this side coming from?- My fucking face feels like it's burning. I clear my throat and she widens her eyes. "I just- Shut up!"

She flushes aswell and stutters. "I-I didn't say anything!" -Shit! This is so stupid! Play it cool, Blake! You can do it!-

I lift the book up to my face and try to concentrate. "Are you going to keep on distracting me from learning?" -Good one, Blake!- I managed to stop heating up and glare at her.

She squints her eyes and grabs her pen. "You're- " Eventually, she shakes her head and starts scribbling down her book. -Seems like I've played it cool. Good!-

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"Do you still have time?" I watch her pack her things into her bag.

She grabs the last item and stuffs it inside. "Yeah, why?"

-Blake, what the fuck?! Why did I even ask her!? What was I thinking?!-
"I- uhhh... We need to get used to each other, remember?" I hastily say and she grins.