ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ [𝓒𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓽𝓮𝓭✔]

Chapter 82:"Just like us not being together, yet."

-AMANDA-

"You need to find out! The sooner, the better!" Courtney tells me after I've told her my problems.

I just couldn't keep it for myself anymore. It bothers me everytime I see or speak to them. -It has already been a month. The three confessed to me ... I know, I need to answer them soon... otherwise their feelings might change and I know I will regret it... Problem is... I don't know, who I love the most...-

"You're right" I admit and groan. -I hate it, whenever she's right! It just annoys me to know, I'm not capable to come to a decision!-

She bites into her chocolate bar and then grins at me. "Of course, I am! Love is my special area." -Yeah, you don't need to rub it into my face...-

I watch her enjoy her chocolate and then ask after she's finished. "So, what do you suggest I should do?"

She sits upright and crosses her feet together. She doesn't say something for a while and looks around. -I know, she's thinking about it right now. -

Her face lightens up as she came to a conclusion. She grins widely and to be honest, it's frightening me. "Go on dates!" -Is she serious right now?! I thought she was going to say something wise and this is what I get!-

I shake my head and sigh. "I've told you. I have been spending time with them and still can't determine my feelings-"

She hastily shushes me by placing one finger to my lips. "Hear me up first!"
A soft giggle escapes her laughter, as I raise my hands up. "Thank you!... Now, where was I?"

"The dates?"

"Oh, yeah right!" She smiles. "I've been thinking...Why don't you try it like in the old times? Going to real dates and try seeing them as your boyfriend. The one, where you feel the most attached to and know that it'll surely work out with the both of you... you'll know, he's the right one!"

-I like it, when she's honest with me...-

She might be immature and awkward most of the time, but when it comes to love she's the complete opposite of that.

"You're amazing!" I praise her. "I mean it! I'm so lucky to have you!" I smile and she grins.

"Oh really? Since when?" She jokes.

"Courtney, you might not have heard this often, but I want you to know that you're a saviour in my life. You always solve my problems and help me stand up everytime! I'm really thankful for having you. " I honestly admit.

"Awww!" She blushes with a bright smile on her face as she stands up from her seat. "Oh, stop it! You know, I get emotional!"

She squeezes me tight and I squeeze her back.

After talking about my situation an hour ago, I receive a phone call from Blake. Courtney thinks, I should take that opportunity and go on a date. Although I'm afraid things might turn out bad, I think I really should start getting out from my comfort zone.

-If I want a change, I need to start today!-

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I decided to arrive earlier, than the actual time we agreed to meet up. Courtney drove me to Théos model apartment, somewhere in middle of New York.

When I got into the shooting room, I spot Jeffrey. He's posing for the camera and looks professional by doing so. He looks different. I mean, I haven't seen him for a while.

-I admit, he looks hot and seductive. However, I know that I am just fascinated by his appearance and won't fall for him. It's impossible.-