ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜꜱᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜ [𝓒𝓸𝓶𝓹𝓵𝓮𝓽𝓮𝓭✔]

Chapter 89:"Yes, I'm serious."

-AMANDA-

"Are you really sure about your decision Amybear!?" Nath looks unbelievably at me as he stops the car.

"Yes, I'm serious." I stare at him for a while and he sighs.

"Alright, as long as it makes you happy." He seems upset about something. I don't understand why. It is my decision.

"Thank you." I send him a small smile and step out of the car. I hastily look at my surroundings and unfortunately, cannot spot them.

-Are they going to skip class? We just had school break... I could send them a message, but I think talking personally with them is better...-

-Today is the day, I need to end it all. As much as it hurts me, keeping them would hurt them even more... My conversation with Charles this New Year, made me realise that he was always there. We kissed, after he expressed his feelings, he pulled me to a kiss. What should I say? It felt right. I know, I've kissed Raven and Blake too, yet it didn't feel right I feel cruel for doing so and I hate myself for that. They deserve better, than me. Charles secretly liked me first, before the two of them. He is loyal, sweet, kind and just perfect. Why was I so blind not to notice this? Of course, I felt attached to Raven and Blake as well, but Charles is something different. It just feels... right.-

"Amanda?" I spot Courtney beside me. She looks concerned. -What is wrong now?-

"Yeah?"

To my surprise, she stops me from walking and hugs me tight.
"Although, I share the same thoughts with Nath, I wish you the best luck. If it makes you happy, then do it. I'm here if you need me." A warm smile appears on her face. -Oh goodness... I'm really lucky to have an understanding friend. -

"Thank you very much." I'm near tears and am afraid to cry. -I really feel like I'm doing the right thing for the first time ever.- I smile back at her. "I appreciate that."

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-BLAKE-

-I need to ask her now. Now or never. Truth or lie. I just need to know the reason why!-

Thanks to some dumb ass traffic, I arrived later than I planned to be. I wanted to meet her first. It's been bugging me for days. Just the fucking thought of it!

I stomp my way past these psychopathic teens. They send me multiple glares and even talk behind me, but that doesn't bother me now. -I'll fuck them up later, after I've talked to her... What? I don't accept being disrespected. -

After walking past some hoes, I finally spot her. I catch myself smiling as I approach her. But as I take a closer look, I spot her with a special someone.

I feel my blood boiling inside of me and my heart pounding way too fast.
-Why am I so fucking nervous?-

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-AMANDA-

I didn't expect this to happen, but here he is. I nervously smile at him as he sends me his colgate smile.

"I am going to answer your question." I take a deep breath in and try my best to remain calm. My heart is beating so fast and I can't help it, but squeal internally.

-This is the moment I've been waiting for.. The moment I've been dying to be in!... It is really happening isn't it?! What should I do if I faint now?-