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Lately, I am tiredof the thoughts runningthrough my headin the darkpast the dirty mud—back at me

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Lately, I am tired
of the thoughts running
through my head
in the dark
past the dirty mud
—back at me

Lately, I feel like
I'm living in a loop
where angst run amok
to leave me spent
—bruised
dead

But I think them anyway

Lately, I am empty
of the lifeI once had
through my grip
back to the past

Lately, I feel like
I'm putting on masks
to let me live
for a day
—smiling
dead inside

But I live anyway 

Lately, I am numb
I am pallid
—reckless
I destroy my soul
to leave me
—broken
bloodied
by my own hands

I should stop
destroying myself

But I do it anyway

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