Lately, I am tired
of the thoughts running
through my head
in the dark
past the dirty mud
—back at meLately, I feel like
I'm living in a loop
where angst run amok
to leave me spent
—bruised
dead
But I think them anyway
Lately, I am empty
of the lifeI once had
through my grip
back to the pastLately, I feel like
I'm putting on masks
to let me live
for a day
—smiling
dead insideBut I live anyway
Lately, I am numb
I am pallid
—reckless
I destroy my soul
to leave me
—broken
bloodied
by my own handsI should stop
destroying myself
But I do it anyway
YOU ARE READING
a symphony of stars, a cacophony of wishes.
Poetry❝𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘢 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘰𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯❞ ˜"*°•˜"*...