A kind smile greets me
as my eyes first saw light
It was your face growing bright
as you hold the child of your childAnd it was bliss
—the years we spent
together in your house
by the farm
It was more than
I could ever ask forA lonely smile creeps
to your face
—the last few years
when you could remember me
It was your life
—growing dim
and you wish to have
spent it with meAnd it was this crushing regret
as I watched you slowly forget
all the days we spent
in your house
by the farm
It was something I wished
I had the greed to ask forA sad smile broke
through my lips
as your eyes last saw
the glimmers of light
in this world
It was never my face
that you saw last
as you let go
and plunge
into the unknownAnd it was torture
as I wished I could
have been in your house
by the farm
I could never ask
for anything more
than to have been the one
to say to you
"See you on the other side, lola
—you'll be home soon"[NOTE: lola means "grandmother" in my native language.
This day is a special one since it's my grandma's supposed to be 79th birthday. She died last March 2020 and I didn't get to see her go. We just heard through the phone. ;-;
This is my tribute to you, lola. I hope you are happy, wherever you are. :')]
YOU ARE READING
a symphony of stars, a cacophony of wishes.
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