"But I'm your-"
"I'm your what?!" He cut her off. She flinched at the acidity in his voice. "My wife?" He scoffed inching in on her until he was arms length. His eyes bored into the depths of her soul. He slurred the words with venom dripping from...
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To the man that broke me,
I knew I would never be happy or ever be able to keep you happy in any way. I understood that the day I set foot your palace. We were never compatible in any way. But it wasn't only that.... you never understood me. I was willing to give you my all. I tried to convince myself things would get better. But it wouldn't. You have hurt me to the point I can't take it, you have pushed me too far. You brutally hurt me, insulted me and deemed me misfit. I obeyed all your orders, did all you asked for, yet you disrespected me, made me remove my dignity and showed me off like an asset. But I forgive you Saahir, because I want to go with a clean heart, and peace of mind. So I forgive you, but I can never forget what you did to me, I can never forget how you left me crying that night, how you mistreated me, kept me away from my parents torturing me, but I can't take it anymore. I wanted you to see me as a wife. I wanted to have you like a bestfriend, a soulmate but all you saw me was a status symbol. If only you looked inside me once. To see the love I was willing to give you. I tried to make a place in your heart, but all you gave me was hatred. The more I learned about you the more I realised what kind of a world I was living in here in this palace. A world in which money runs everything. It was always about money to you. That's what you always taught me, And I guess you're right? In this life, money is everything because looking at the state you're in, its horrible. Why I chose to run? Because you pushed me away, not once, not twice, plenty times, despite that, I stood by your side when everyone else left you, I didn't walk away, but you don't need me here, it's the worst feeling to not be wanted and I think it's time I stood up for myself, so I will step away..maybe If I didn't do this my life would have been different. Or I would be dead? Who knows? but in this palace of your's there is no place for me. This is the only option I have left in my life and I'm not going to waste it. I'm sure I won't regret because I know I gave it my all. I'm walking away Saahir Khan, you're only a painful memory now. I don't know who I am anymore, all I know is I'm a girl left in ruins, a broken girl without feelings, a girl whose love and hope has died, a girl who you destroyed. Please don't try and look for me, just pretend I never was. Because I never really was for you...
