➳My Light in the Darkness ➳Lams Soulmate AU➳

32 - Jumping to Conclusions/It Felt Right

||Peggy Schuyler||

:November 31st, 2016:

Me and my sisters were starting to notice John acting strange. I think everyone noticed it because all our friends- that were also friends with John- were talking about it as well. We were all worried about him and none of us got word on what was happening with him. He seemed more distant than usual and was really really clingy towards Alexander.

"Okay, girls. We all know how John has been acting, right? Right! He's never acted like this in the four years we've known him! We have to find out what's keeping him down. I will not tolerate anymore of his attitude! Now are you with me, or with me? We will find out what's happening!" I preached to my sisters. They both agreed.

"I agree, Peggy. Something is obviously happening between him and possibly Alex. But what could it be? What pieces of evidence do we have?" Eliza asked.

We all thought for a minute, then Angie jumped up with a finger in the air. "He's going to propose, isn't he!?"

Me and Eliza exchanged weird looks, then looked back at Angie. "But they just got together a month and a week ago?" I said.

"I know, but it would make sense, right? The way he's so jumpy and close to Alexander lately, it kind of pieces together once you think about it!" She explained.

Me and Eliza thought about it.

Oh my gosh. She might be right. Who am I kidding, Angie's always right!

"You actually might be right, Angie. I think he might actually have a proposal planned..." I thought.

Eliza seemed to agree.

"Wow, if you think about it...yeah! Oh my gosh, that's so cute! Ehehe, no wonder he's so weird! Aww!"

All of us aww'd in sync. This is just so cute! We all hoped for it to be true.

...even though they literally just got together.

"Alright, girls. From now on, we stalk them and see if we're right! Ooh, I'm so excited! This is a shipper's dream!" I shouted. The three of us fangirled in silence, but I was really loud about it. But I cant be blamed, I just get WAY too excited over my ships.

Aw, I remember the day I met John. He was so small and cute! Now he's all grown up, possibly about to marry his boyfriend!

Oh, I think I might cry! This is just too pure!

||Alexander Hamilton||

John still hadn't opened up to me about whatever was happening. It was beginning to worry me. What was wrong with him? Nothing fits together. No matter how much I think about it. And no matter how many times I ask him, he doesn't answer me.

Seriously, what is happening with him? Does he not trust me enough to tell me? I thought we told each other everything. At least that's how it use to be. But now I feel like he's keeping everything from me.

But that doesn't stop me from loving him. I will forever love John Laurens, despite how he's deciding to act. It's questionable, but it probably has an explanation behind it. I'm sure they're is a reason why he absolutely can't tell me.

But why wouldn't he tell me this? What is something that you absolutely must not tell anyone?

I thought about it for a moment.

You absolutely can't tell anyone if you're cheating on someone.

Is this it?

Is he cheating on me?