The Greatest Noxian (Highschool K/DA x Male Reader)

Realization

Ahri PoV

I desperately clutch onto Evelynn, choking back on my tears.

Me: "E--Ev-- Ly--nn."

She pulled me tighter.

Evelynn: "Shhh~ It's all going to be okay."

I whimper in her arms as I feel her hand run over my ears.

Me: "I-- M--ess-- up--!"

I desperately try to formulate words but my body refuses to allow me.

I'm so fucking stupid!

She continues to pet me.

He warned me and I ignored it!

I clench my fists, my nails dig through my flesh as I do.

Evelynn warned me too! She warned me! It's all my fault! I'm so fucking stupid!

I bite down on my lips, the taste of blood fills my mouth.

I should just kill my self!

Evelynn pulls my head back.

Maybe then... I wouldn't be a burden anymore...

Evelynn: "Stop it! You fucking moron!"

I snap back realizing that I was saying everything out loud.

I saw Evelynn raise her hand, before feeling a sudden burning pain on my cheek.

Evelynn: "Don't ever talk about yourself like that!"

She grabbed me under my chin.

Evelynn: "Never!"

Her gaze hardened.

Evelynn: "Do you understand."

I sniffled before wiping my nose.

Me: "Y-Yes ma'am."

She wiped away my tears.

Me: "I'm sorry ma'am."

She sighed angrily.

Evelynn: "I didn't want to hurt your feelings but, it seems I don't have a choice anymore."

Her glare softened.

Evelynn: "You messed up pretty bad, Y/n gave you an obvious choice, you deliberately chose to forfeit any relationship you had with him."

I know that better than any one... all for an asshole who didn't even love me.

She pulled me in.

Evelynn: "I know what's going through your mind right now, but I don't think Y/n would leave you. I think that he will give you one more chance."

Tears slowly fall onto her shoulder.

Me: "Do you really think so...?"

She shook her head, causing an aching at my chest. 

Evelynn: "I can't guarantee anything, but it's your only hope."

I drop my head on top of her shoulder, feeling a wet spot from my tears.

Me: "What should I do? How can I ever earn him back?"

She ran her hand trough my hair.

Evelynn: "Simple, prove to him that you are worthy of his respect, love and admiration."

She takes me off her lap.

Evelynn: "The first step, remember everything he's told you these last two days. I want you to really think about it, think about why he pushed you away."