| Chapter Sixteen : College Starts and Some Hardships |

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College was about to start - twenty-four hours until it did. Crap, just when I thought I didn't have anymore school, here I am, surrounded with more school. Dang. I was also nervous as all get out. I wasn't sure what to do, I had to be more social, I was afraid I'd mess something up or go in the wrong class. Any number of things could happen. I was quite nervous to say the least.

I texted Alex; he always made me feel better. Without even trying. He was my drug; he made me happy no matter what. Probably not a very good thing though.

To: Sir Kool Head | 3:12 PM

Hi baby :)

After I sent the text I frowned. What if he was doing something and I'm interrupting? What if he was sleeping? What if he was in a mood and didn't want to talk to anyone?

Crap.

I really need to relax. I was getting myself hyped up over everything and anything. I was pretty sure I was now shaking.

From: Sir Kool Head | 3:15 PM

Hey baby girl c:

Suddenly I relaxed and stopped shaking. He was honestly the only thing that would make me feel better - the only thing that could make me chill out, no matter what.

I smiled as I typed a reply. He was like my anti-depressant. He could turn my thoughts into nothing for a split second just by looking at a picture of him or texting him. Butterflies swarmed my stomach instead of my stomach being upset from over-thinking. I didn't have a problem - I just thought. I thought too much.

To: Sir Kool Head | 3:16 PM

How are youu?

From: Sir Kool Head | 3:17 PM

Aight, but better now tht im tlkin 2 my girl ;) how bout yewww?

To: Sir Kool Head | 3:17 PM

I'm fine, but better since I'm talking to my boo bear...c:

From: Sir Kool Head | 3:18 PM

"Fine", ey? Aight, spill it babe. whts up?

To: Sir Kool Head | 3:19 PM

It's nothing, babe. :b

From: Sir Kool Head | 3:19 PM

"It's nothing, babe. :b" my butt. -.- Now tell me, what. is. wrong?

To: Sir Kool Head | 3:20 PM

Lol @.@ ... I just... I'm super nervous about college. :\ idk what to do and I'm kinda scared. I mean, you're not here, new classes, new people, I could screw something up...anything could happen. .-.

From: Sir Kool Head | 3:21 PM

Baby...it'll be aight. I promise. We can see each other on thanksgiving, btw. :)

To: Sir Kool Head | 3:21 PM

Really?! :)

From: Sir Kool Head | 3:22 PM

...-.- no. I jus said tht jus 2 say it. I'm not really gonna see u, I lied. *face palms* Yes, Really, Joce.

To: Sir Kool Head | 3:23 PM

....Heh....c:0 ?

From: Sir Kool Head | 3:23 PM

@.@ oiy, Jocey, oiy.

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