Love of my Life

40.

Sana was weak at that time and Sid knew that had to deal with her very sensitively. Vulnerability can make a person susceptibility to a negative outcome or bring them to a state of being unprotected from some type of danger or harmful experience. Sid was pondering to what might have had happened to make Sana so weak to go towards showing her love to him in a physical way or does she wanted a security from him to give her the trust that he will be there and would never dream to leave her, if he makes love to her. He was in a dilemma!  People who are vulnerable experience feelings of anxiety, fear, and apprehension due to the risk they experience for some type of harm, but what harm was Sana facing? He had to dig that out from her and for that he decided to play along with what she demanded..

Sometimes to acknowledge ones emotion, you have to run to blow off the steam... you have to remind of good things in your life... you have to have someone to tell you, reassure you that things will be okay. Sid had a huge task to do and he was a mature man and experienced enough to deal with this beautiful innocent girl in his arms, who just needed to show how worthy she is and to make her trust again on herself, on him and to her beliefs.

He entered his room with her in arms and made her stand near the door, closing it. He switched on the air conditioner, switched on the light in the room and pulled her closer. Removed her dupatta from her neck and throwed it far away somewhere in the floor. He admired her shamelessly from head to toe, glancing down all her curves,  distancing him from her but keeping his palm on her waist. "So beautiful!!" he said in a smoky voice.

Sana was not shying or blushing but was following his actions and his eyes, trembling, her hands getting sweaty and shaking which was holding his veiny arms.

"Relax baby, be calm" he said sensually turning her and pushing her back to his chest. He pushed her hair from one shoulder and pushed it on the other side. He kissed her very lightly on her neck, pulled the neck of the suit down from the shoulder, baring her skin from shoulders. Her skin showed the goosebumps with his touch which was noticed by Sid, he kissed her again there, this time more harder sucking up the skin.. making her hiss in tingling pain and turning her neck other side. He licked his tongue on that place to reduce the effect.

He rolled down his big palms touching smoothly down her milky bare arms... held her palms in his  pushed it up in the air towards his neck, locking her fingers behind his neck. He touched her curves from her arms up, down her underarms to her waist down and then coming up to her waist, hugging it softly in her stomach.

Her eyes were closed throughout just feeling what he was doing to her. Sweating in the cool room, her hands holding his neck from behind, goosebumps not leaving her skin.

"You look so sexy Sana, so beautiful, this is the most captivating image I am seeing, look..." he asked her to open her eyes and look their image in the mirror.

She opened her eyes to see the posture they were in, it was enticing, captivating, alluring. Her lips curved a bit, blush creeping up her cheeks which was missing all through the day.

Sid leaning his chin on her bare shoulder, smiling gorgeously leaning down to her height. His face peeping out between her arms holding his neck... His arms wrapped around her waist. They looked enchanting!

"You know I am the luckiest man in this Universe" he said pecking her pouted lips when she turned her face on to his side to ask, "Kyun?"

He gestured her again from his eyebrow to look at the mirror and she obliged.

"Iss duniya ki Param Sundari jo mere bahoo main hain" he said adoring themselves in the mirror with a smile and crinkle in his eyes.

She smiled shyly bending her head down and bringing down her hands to rest just above his arms which still wrapped her waist tightly.