Niall Horan x BSM/DDM

#140- daddy, the string -DDM

| age: 4 |
| y/n- your name |
| summary: niall takes you to his best friends house and you have a panic attack, after that you stay clingy to Niall all day |
best friend- Charlotte
charlottes kids- Emily & Bella
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Niall Pov:

" y/n out your shoes on " i said putting my jacket on as she came to me with her shoes " where are we going daddy " she said giving me her shoes as i sighed and smiled helping her put the on

" aunt charli's house " i said as she gasped " i get to play with emi and Bella she said excitedly as i smiled and nodded

I put her little sweater on and we headed of to a half hour drive to charlottes house

Y/n Pov:

i was kind of nervous to go to aunt charli's house, im always shy to go to any of daddy's friends house,

but aunt Charlotte was my favorite even though i still got shy around her.

i felt my stomach start to get tight this always happened when i got nervous, but i just kept thinking about it and all these random thoughts came into my head
' what if Emily and Bella don't wan to play with me ' ' what if daddy makes me talk ' ' what if I get to shy and freeze up and Bella and Emily think im weird ' ' what if Emily and Bella don't want to play with me, there both 2 years older ' ' what if Bella and Emily think I'm a baby ' ' I don't think I want to go see them anymore '

" daddy " i whined "what's wrong" he said looking back at me " the string is pulling " i said as he nodded and pulled over

me and daddy had our own kind of talk, daddy said it was something called a panic attacks but i didn't know what they meant

he told me when ever I felt scared or felt like i was having trouble breathing that's when a panic attack was coming so he always told me pretend there was a string and whenever I felt it pull more and I was getting more scared I had to tell him

Niall Pov:

I pulled the car over quickly and got out going to y/n's door
" what's the matter , why's the string pulling " he asked as i just shrugged and started breathing faster

" it's pulling...more daddy " i said grabbing onto the sides of my car seat and breathing faster, "daddy" i whispered as he got in the car and held me in his arms rocking me back and forth

" look at me, breathe, let's talk about the yellow, it's pretty like the sun and little baby duckies, yellow like what y/n what's something yellow " i said trying to distract her

" yellow- " was all she said before getting cut off by another deep breath

" yellow like lemon " she said as i nodded and smiled " yes just like a lemon, what else is yellow baby " i asked as she just shrugged and started breathing quickly again

" hey what about um, what's blue what's something blue y/n " I said sitting her up to look at me
" daddy's eyes " she said as I smiled " who else has blue eyes "
" uncle Greg " she said calming down " who else " i asked as i moved her hair out her face and sat her back in her car seat " me, i have blue eyes daddy " she said as i smiled " no more pulling " i asked as she took one last calming breath then nodded " the strings not pulling daddy I'm okay " she said as I smiled getting back in the drivers seat driving to charlottes house wondering why she had a panic attack!

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We finally got up to Charlotte house y/n clung to me, i knew she would be clingy, she was always clingy after one of her episodes

We walked up to the door and y/n hid in my neck,

" hey ni, hi y/n " she said as I smiled giving her a side hug
" can i hold you, I've missed you " she told y/n as y/n lifted her head
" only daddy " she said quietly as Charlotte smiled " she had an episode a while ago this is the clingy after math " i said as she nodded

We walked inside when Bella and Emily came up to us " hi Niall " they said in sync as I smiled and said hi back

" wanna play barbies with us y/n " Bella asked as y/n shook her head holding onto my shirt tighter

" when you want to play you can come upstairs to our room " Emily said patting y/n's arm as both girls turned around running to there room

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It's been half an hour of y/n clinging onto me as me and Charlotte talked watching tv
" daddy " y/n whispered as i kissed her cheek " huh "

"can i go play wif emmi and Bella" she asked as Charlotte smiled at me " of course " i said as she kissed my cheek and slid of my lap slowly walking upstairs

" what caused the episode " Charlotte asked " i don't know i didn't get to ask, she was fine and about 10 minutes from your house she told me the string was pulling " i said shrugging as she nodded

" poor baby " Charlotte said as I gave her a small smile "but she's alright now, that's all that matters" i said smiling

" how about you guys stay for dinner she'd be bummed if she realized how much time she stayed clinging onto you then playing " Charlotte said as I nodded

" yes that would be great, we both know how leaving your or my house always ends " I said as she shook her head

" 3 loud crying children " we said in sync as we laughed