how it all started ! (diggy simmons love story) BOOK #1

I REALIZE

okay hey my beautiful readers !! i wont be updating for awhile due to testing. but anyways this chapter will be in diggy's point of view. ENJOYYYY !

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diggy'S P.O.V.

MAN I MESSED UP BADLY, NOW SHE'S GONE. I GRABBED MY SUITCASE THAT I PACKED ONCE SHE LEFT. I GOT MY PLANE TICKET AND WAS ON MY WAY. I GOT INTO THE AIRPORT WITH BIG T. FANS WERE SCREAMING AND EVERYTHING. I USUALLY WOULD LOVE THIS MOMENT , THE FANS SMILES, THEM SCREAMING MY NAME , BUT....... I FEEL EMPTY INSTEAD. OH WAIT, THAT'S RIGHT ! MIMI LEFT. I HAVE ACOUPLE SHOWS AROUND. MIMI WAS SUPPOSE TO COME WITH ME TO SUPPORT ME , BUT I GUESS NOT. ANYWAYS, I GOT ON THE PLANE AND WAS THINKING ABOUT ALL THAT I'VE PUT HER THROUGH. WHY DID I DO IT? WHY DID I HAVE TO CHEAT ON THE MOST WONDERFUL PERSON IN MY LIFE? I HURT THE LOVE OF MY LIFE FOR NO REASON. SHE ALWAYS WAITED ON ME ,BUT I NEVER PAYED HER MIND. THE ONLY REASON WHY I WAS DISTANT WAS BECAUSE I FELT GUILTY. EVERYTIME I SEE HER IN FRONT OF THE STOVE BIG BELLY AND ALL , COOKING.... FOR ME. I THEN DECIDED TO CALL HER. I CALLED AND SHE DIDNT ANSWER. AFTER 20 MINUTES OF TRYING TO CALL HER, I GAVE UP. I LAYED MY PHONE ON MY LAP AND LAYED BACK AGAINST THE CHAIR. SHE REALLY HATES ME NOW....THAT SIDE CHICK WAS A MISTAKE. JUST THEN MY PHONE BEGAN VIBRATING ON MY LAP MEANING SOMEONE WAS CALLING ME. I QUICKLY PICKED UP ONCE I SAW ME AND MIMI'S PICTURE. WE WERE AT THE BEACH.

DIGGY- HELLO? *SAYS NERVOUSLY*

MIMI- HEY...*SAYS SOFTLY*

DIGGY- WHAT YOU DOING?

MIMI- ON THE PLANE.... I'M JUST AN HOUR AWAY FROM MY DESTINATION.*SAYS SADLY AND SNIFFS*

DIGGY- ARE YOU CRYING? MIMI YOU OKAY?*PANICS*

MIMI- BAB-...DIGGY I'M FINE. CALM DOWN.

DIGGY- WHY YOU STOPPED WHEN YOU WERE ABOUT TO CALL ME BABY?

MIMI- I GOT TO GO. THE BABY IS KICKING. I'LL TALK TO YOU... WHEN I TALK TO YOU. BYE DIGGY.*HANGS UP*

DIGGY-*SIGHS* DAMN*WHISPERS TO HIMSELF*

-----(3 HOURS LATER)------

I ARRIVED IN NEW YORK AND WAS IN MY LIMO, ON MY WAY TO MY HOTEL. I GOT IN MY HOTEL ROOM AND LAYED ON THE BED. I CALLED MIMI AND ON THE FOURTH RING SHE ANSWERED.

MIMI-HELLO ?

DIGGY- GOOD MORNING BABY. YOU ARRIVED ?

MIMI- YEAH I DID. GOOD MORNING DIGGY. * YAWNS*

DIGGY- I WOKE YOU UP DIDNT I?

MIMI- YEAH BUT IT'S OKAY. *SAYS SOFTLY*

DIGGY- I WISH I COULD'VE BEEN THERE TO FEEL THE BABY KICKING. I WISH I WAS THERE FOR EVERYTHING. I WISH I COULD REWIND EVERYTH-....*GCO BY MIMI*

MIMI- DIGGY IT'S FINE. DON'T WORRY WE CAN GO WHEN I COME BACK BUT AS OF RIGHT NOW I'M JUST DOING ME. OKAY? SO DON'T WORRY.

DIGGY- I CANT STOP WORRYING ABOUT YOU. I CANT STAY WITHOUT YOU.

MIMI-THATS NOT WHAT YOU WAS SAYING WHEN YOU WAS IN BETWEEN HER LEGS.*MUMBLES*

DIGGY- MIMI !! I SAID I WAS SORRY. AS I MADE THAT MISTAKE I THOUGHT OF YOU AND STOPPED. SHE CANT DO WHAT YOU DO. SHE CANT LOVE ME LIKE YOU DO. THAT AINT MEAN NOTHING BABE. PLEASE FORGIVE ME.

MIMI-*SIGHS*

DIGGY- CAN YOU PLEASE COME TO MY SHOW?

MIMI- I DONT KNOW DIG, WHERE WILL IT BE ?

DIGGY- NEW YORK, CALI , ATL IS THE LAST SHOW THO , AND DC.

MIMI-..... I'LL THINK ABOUT IT. CAUSE IM KINDA BUSY, BUT OKAY.

DIGGY- OKAY.... I'LL LET YOU RELAX.

MIMI- THANK YOU.*SAYS SOFTLY* TALK TO YOU LATER.

DIGGY- LOVE YOU.

MIMI- ............ LOVE YOU TOO. BYE

(PHONE CONVO OVER)

 AT LEAST SHE SAID IT BACK.... THAT'S A START.