HAKKEN POV
I closed the door and went downstairs. I watched tv and I heard the door knock. Who the fuck is at my door? I got up and opened it to see Kimono and Yuhan. I let them in and they went to the lounge sitting down.
Kimono: You good boss?
Me: Yeah I'm good. Why you guys here?
Yuhan: Well after what happened the cops came at my place, luckily Taeyhung and that bitch were gone before they came.
I nodded my head and sat down lighting my blunt then inhaled the smoke.
Kimono: So has she asked you yet?
I shook my head and blew out some smoke.
Yuhan: But you do know she's gonna ask right?
Me: I know (groaning).
Yuhan: So why not tell her?
Me: Cause I don't want her thinking I'm a freak damn.
Lulu: But I don't think your a freak.
Shit, she almost gave me have a heart attack. I didn't even hear her come downstairs. I thought she was sleeping. This girl stay lying to me.
Yuhan: You see why I love my bestie?
Kimono: Let's give them some space. We'll be in the back.
They got up and went outside while Lulu sat beside me.
Lulu: So that's why you have those scars? You had breast removal surgery right?
I nodded my head and shifted in my seat. I honestly don't like talking about this. It just brings back bad memories.
Lulu: It's okay if you don't wanna talk about it, you know? I won't force you.
I nodded my head again and she sighed. She got up but I pulled her back down so that she was sitting on top me. I sighed and looked at her. I guess I gotta tell her.
Me: Taeyhung was right, I am a woman but I identify as a man and I did have surgery to remove my breasts, well not that I did have any. I never had a vagina or any of that shit. I have sperms and a dick so when I turned 13 I got surgery.
Lulu: So your basically transgender?
I shook my head at her, I hate that fucking word.
Me: I'm intersex.
She nodded her head and kissed my forehead while my hands rested on her ass.
Lulu: That still doesn't change how I feel about you.
Oh thank God!! I smiled and I just can't shake the feeling off that this girl is mine forever. I got a call and I saw it was my momma.
Me: Wassup momma?
I heard her crying and that made me sit up fast. Who made my momma cry? They dead.
Me: Momma what's wrong? Talk to me.
Mother: Your father is dead Hakken, the Yakuza killed him.
Me: Wait what?
Mother: They sent his head in a box to my house Hakken.
I can't tell y'all how happy I was cause words couldn't describe this feeling but I had to pretend for my momma.
Me: Momma stop crying, everything will be okay.
Mother: I just miss him so much, I can't believe I have to prepare for his funeral Hakken.
Me: Don't worry momma, I'll help with all the preparations. I'll come and see you right now.
