Killed by betrayals and disloyalty, Lee yn was someone alive and breathing on the outside, yet dead inside.
It's only after losing her last hope in life as well that she decided it would be better to take those meaningless breaths away from herself...
I gulped hard as I saw the man standing right in front of my house.
I know I need to pay but now is really not the time I can pay him anything.
Securely hiding my money envelope in the smaller pocket of my bag, I walked towards the door.
"Oh.", he said in a scoffing manner as his eyes fell on me.
"Where is the money girl? You should've given it by yesterday morning right?", he said and I gulped in fear.
"I-I know b-but I don't have m-money right now. Please give me a few more days......" before I could complete my sentence, he held me by my jaw and pushed me hard on the wall.
"You think we are stupid right? You've been saying this for months now. Now you need to pay.", he seethed in anger holding my jaw harshly.
Before I could respond, he snatched my bag from me.
"Give me m-my bag!", I tried to snatch it back but before I could, he already took out the envelope.
"As I guessed. You had the money but kept lying.", he scoffed but I shook my head frantically.
"I didn't lie. I n-need this money please. My grandma is in the hospital. Please......"
"Get off!", he threw me on the ground with a harsh push.
"I got my money and now I don't care who dies."
Sitting on the bare ground, my eyes were darted down, completely numb. Tears that silently streamed down my eyes fell over my lap.
No loud sobs came out of my mouth.
I was silently sobbing, sitting in the middle of the street in the midnight cold.
Blood dripped down from my scratched hands and feet yet the pain in my heart was harsher than any physical pain.
It was silent.
More silent than it ever was.
Or maybe my world has always been this silent but I never realized it earlier.
Never a laugh or giggle of happiness ever echoed in my world. Never a flower bloomed in the valley of despair.
All the tries left me tired and more miserable everytime yet I failed.
I was tired yet failed and that hurts more than anything.
