SHE'S MINE → JASON MCCANN

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I looked into his eyes nervously, I can't believe I agreed to shower with him, something like this was bound to happen. I was just avoiding it and Jason was too afraid to actually do anything. He always got nervous when we're lying in bed together, or when our make outs got a little heated.

"Y/n..." Jason said my name hesitantly. "You don't have to if you don't want to..." He said for the second time that night.

He's nervous. Which is weird for me to see, who knew he was so gentle, timid. I slowly placed my finger to his soft lips, stopping him from talking. "Jason...stop I want to." I lean up on my tippy toes and place my lips over his.
I couldn't help but think about how warm his lips felt against mine. They molded so perfectly with mine, it was like they were meant for each other.

Because they are.

He pulled back and rested his forehead gently against mine.
"Come on, let's go...Baby." I said with a smile. I looked up at him, I watched as he surprisingly jerked his head back in my direction.
"Did you just call me baby?" He asked amused. "Is there a problem with me calling you baby?" I mocked. He had a cute little smile lingering on his face, I just stood there taking it in.

"It's actually hot." He said while bitting his lip.

I stood there taking in every inch of his torso. He had a couple of tattoos on his body that fit him perfectly. I wanted to know what they meant to him. I wanted to feel closer to him. As my eyes rake across his body, my heart started to beat even faster, I never realized how built he was until now.

I suddenly felt a nervous feeling at the pit of my stomach.

What if he doesn't like my body I think hastily to myself. What if he thinks my chest is too small, big or my ass is too big or small, what—Jason suddenly interrupted my deep, insecure thoughts. "What are you thinking about?" He gently caressed my cheek. I looked up at his tall frame. He had concern written all over his face. He probably thought I felt uncomfortable about this whole situation.

"Nothing." I said softly. I reached for the shower handle, turning the shower on. I felt the cold water rush out of the spout and instantly turn warmer.

I slowly turned to face Jason. As I looked up, I saw that he already removed his black ripped jeans from his body. I hesitantly lifted my hands up, placing it on his chest. He looked down at my fingers attentively, I traced them over the cross that was on the center of his chest. I slowly trailed them across his pectoral muscles and slowly up his defined jaw line.

"Y/nnnnnn." Jason whined. I stopped my movements, watching him attentively.

"You can't keep doing this." He said, He took my hand into his large one and kissed it gently.

"The water is getting cold." He said. Our faces were so close to touching as he whispered those words to me. I saw his chest rising up & down, just like mine. He slowly touched my shoulder, peeling off my the hoodie that he lent me while we were at the Carnival. I saw his eyes shift nervously to my chest. I had a simple lace bra that was covering my chest. Before I could speak he gently grabs my face, smashing my lips against his.

His lips felt eager against mine, it felt desperate. Like he had been waiting so long to kiss me like this, right here in this moment.

As Our lips are connected, I began to take my bra off. I slowly reached for the strap in the back. "May I?" He asked softly, I turned around giving him better access, I felt his warm touch on my skin. He hesitantly trailed his fingers down my back. I felt his hands disappear suddenly. "G-go ahead, I'm fine." I helplessly stutter. He gently unhooked my bra and it fell to the ground. He slowly spins me around, his eyes trailed over my bare chest as he took in my body.

"Y-Y/n, you're...fucking beautiful." I diverted my eyes away from his, and felt the embarrassment flush to my face. Nobody has ever really seen me naked since Jax, And he never called me beautiful, it was just weird hearing Jason say it to me. I never had anyone tell me my body was beautiful. I stood there deep in thought, I felt him gently grab my chin.

"Don't feel nervous. It's just me." He cooed softly. He let go of my chin and slowly removed his black Calvin Klein briefs. I tried not stare awkwardly at his body but my eyes watched his body in awe. Every inch of him was perfect, & it was all mine. I admired how his chiseled abs led into this perfectly defined v line. His body was perfectly sculpted.

"Like what you see?" He asked tauntingly. I looked up to his face only for him to reveal a suggestive smirk. I couldn't help but laugh. "Eh, it'll do" He playfully pulled me over his shoulder as he led me into the warm, steamy shower.

As he gently placed me back down, We instantly felt the hot water ease over our skin. I turned to him. "Hold me, please?" I asked as the water drenched over my hair. "Always." He softly whispered with no hesitation. We stood there together for a couple of minutes feeling the hot water drench over our heated skin.

"I love you so much." He breathed against my ear. I removed my arms from around his waist, I lifted my head up from his chest, staring deeply into his eyes. I began kissing him passionately. He was surprised at first but immediately kissed me back. He kissed me with so much emotion, love. I felt more between our kiss than I felt with any boy ever. He slid his tongue along the bottom of my mouth asking for entrance but I denied it. Instead he decided to firmly grip my butt. I parted my mouth open from shock and he used that opportunity to collide his tongue with mine. Our mouths molded perfectly with each other as they fought for dominance.

As I was kissing him I felt something brush against my thigh. He looked down, breaking his lips from mine. I watched as his cheeks became red.

"Fuck, I'm so sorry it's ju—" I put my finger to his lips, dominantly, shutting him up instantly. "Jason stop. You're beautiful." He immediately grabs my neck, connecting our lips together.

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