Fuck you. (Andy Biersack fanfiction)

Chapter 49

Jess Memories...

"I just don't know how were gonna get home." He sighs. Me either. We could sleep in the car but their would be no room for me or him. Ugh if only we had a phone that's all we need.

"Might as well stay up all night then." I blurt out.

"Sounds like a dumb idea." He says I frown then he smiles. "Let's do it."

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"I didn't want to live without my parents." I frown, and fear tears about to emerge. I hold them back. "I loved them a lot. Still do." I scrunch up my nose. God no crying. Andy take my arms then examines my wrists. There is a faint scar along the back of my wrist also a couple self harm scars. I just couldn't help think that it was my fault, that I should've died because I had nothing to offer this world... I was nothing.

.......

Yeah goodnight, thanks for dealing with me."

"Oh I don't mind." He smiles. I laugh then give him a playful push. Suddenly, he grabs my hands then stares into my eyes, blue radiant eyes look back at me. He stares at my lips. He holds my waist and leans me against him.

"A-Andy-" I stutter. He bites his lip then presses his soft lips against mine. My heart beats fast, my stomach flutters and I feel super nervous but happy. Fuck, I'm feeling again. FUCK!

...

"Almost in Oregon!" I hear the driver say. I woke up in Andy's warm embrace, I smile because he hasn't awoken yet. I admire him from his profile. His eyes flutter open revealing his baby blue eyes.

"Morning." He says in a morning voice that you could melt into, plus it was hot.

....

I sat up in bed I had no motivation whatsoever. Sad, huh?

"Come on, we have another day ahead of us." Andy wraps his arms around my waist and looks up at me. I smile softly. I'm gonna miss him...

...

"Um..." I forgot my words. As cheesy as it must sound I was lost in his beautiful eyes. He had that effect on me.

"What's wrong? Did I do something wrong?"

"No you didn't. It's just-I don't think we should be kissing and stuff while your dating Juliet."

He sighs. "I know...but I still love you."

I freeze. He just said the L word.

"Oh." I just say. Did I really just say oh?! I'm dumb as fuck.

"Oh?" He asks.

"Sorry I just wasn't expecting the L word...."

"The L word?" He chuckles. I gently shove him.

"I haven't heard that in a long time."

"Same." He sighs

.....

Andy picks me up and puts me on his back. I wrap my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist.

"We will get you home." He says. My eyes were half closed and open. I was suddenly feeling exhausted. Probably from banging on the wall. I hear police sirens and see faint flashes. Before I know what was going on, I passed out.

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The sound of chattering had awaken me. My eyelids fought to wake me up so I could revive my vision again. My eyes were open. My vision was blurry but I could make shapes. I was in a hospital, people stopped talking. Someone rushed by my side holding my hand. The touch was familiar and warm. I looked over to see Andy at my side, he smiled.