THE ABUSED LUNA

Chapter 4

A soft, gentle breeze brushed through my skin as I watched the smooth, soft, and relaxing flow of the water.

It made a little noise each time it hit the stones. The sound created was amazing but it felt as if it was wailing each time. Maybe that was how I heard, maybe this passing second seemed like my heart as been captured in a waterfall of wolfsbane which burns each time it passes through skin. I had been waiting for Tucker by the stream. We made an agreement that I would stay here and wait till he returns as I did not want to risk meeting my mate.

Wait what? Since when did I started with this my mate theory. Urrg! Stupid mate bond. For once I wish I wasn't a wolf instead a human so I could choose my mate and if he is not good then I can change just as Brittney told me.

"Admit it. Don't push mate away. Mate needs us" Izzy hummed at the back of my head.

"Look who finally showed up" I shot back she is really irritating especially with Zander's wolf. According to our nature a pair of wolf only mate once, they love , cherish and protect each other till their last breath. But how can I accept my mate, my life's biggest blessing when what he did hurts my soul each time I see him. 

It will make me feel at ease if I could let go of my past but what should I do with these memories which seems to be embedded. I know better to forgive those who are not forgivable if they felt guilty enough to seek forgiveness but does he feel guilty for hurting me? I might need to find out.

Just then as if Moon Goddess has granted one of my wish, the most amazing scent hit my nostrils.

Mate

Just one word from Izzy made my hairs stand up. I stood up as fast as I could and did the one best thigh I do best. I ran.

Yup! I ran as fast as I could so I can get away from the sexy devil in disguise.

Wait sexy! Just kill me already someone.

"Avy stop please" Zander plead as I could feel him getting closer. My heart spiked up as I felt an unknown feeling rise within me. It seemed to energise my bones, muscles and blood as it took me away from him. But why?

It seemed as if my feet had a mind of it's own, I had a plan, I had one. I wanted to forgive him if he was worth it but now..... 

"Go to mate" Izzy hummed. Well she is an idiot. I barely have a control on my self yet here she if making my brain freeze.

'I heard that 'she snapped.

'Just shup up already' I snarled. 

 I saw the pack boarder getting visible well I guess I will not get a chance to say good bye to Tucker now. As I was speedily running towards my open door of hope. I missed to duck that one f*****g branch that hit my head causing me to land on my land on my butt.

"Avy are you ok" I couldn't point exactly who the owner of the voice was. I felt someone pick me up and shouted something like 'take me to the pack doctor or something'. Judging by the way I felt sparks it was no doubt it was Zander who picked me up.

Then darkness consumed me completely and everything went numb.

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Zander's POV

I found her. Finally! Her scent is getting stronger. Every step I took allowed me follow the most heavenly scent of my life. Vanilla and berries. It has been six months, six months since my mate ran away from me. My wolf was restless and so was I for this six months without our beautiful mate. My heartbeat increased intensely  with glee as the thought of seeing her provoked me to walk faster.