Chapter 40

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Rushing home after work on Friday and I still can't get Wednesday night out of my mind. He spanked me ... hard and I loved it. It feels so crazy enjoying it after what I went through but Axle is right, what HE did was evil, what Axle and I do is all about pleasure.

Finally in my house, I enter the bathroom to start the shower then head to the bedroom to get out my dress for tonight. From the depths of my closet I unearth a spaghetti strap lace and sequin bodycon dress in a bold red.

The way it accentuates all of my curves, I feel beyond sexy in it

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The way it accentuates all of my curves, I feel beyond sexy in it. I peel my clothes off tossing them in the hamper before I head back to the bathroom. I'm encased in the fog, welcoming the heat and the sweet sting of the blazing water as it cascades down my flesh. 

When I get out of the shower I hear a tapping at my door. Grabbing my silk robe, binding it to my body, I look through the peep hole, the edges of my lips curl. I swing the door open to be greeted by a happy Amanda. "Hey Amanda, You're early." I step to the side to let her in, closing the door behind her. 

"I'm sorry, I had nothing else to do so I just came over," she shyly replied. "Don't even worry about it; I'm happy you're here. You can tell me all about school," I wave my hand in the air gesturing it's fine that she's here.  Amanda purses her lips together, pushing a breath through causing a funny sound. We both giggle at her response, covering our mouths to contain the laughter. "Okay, no school. So then tell me, what's new?"  

The atmosphere shifts, Amanda's eyes fall to the floor, the edges of her lips turn down while expelling a sigh. Concerned, my eyebrows meet in the middle, "What's wrong Amanda?" I peer at her waiting for her response. 

"It's nothing really, I'm just nervous," she states still not meeting my eyes, fiddling with her fingers, intertwining them and unlocking them to start all over again. "Why are you so nervous?" I clasp her hands in mine to show support and to help calm her nerves. Her beautiful soft brown eyes find mine, "Because ... I went to the hospital where I was born to see if I could get some information about my mother. I think ... I think I want to find her," she barely whispers.

I open my arms, embracing her, hopefully showing her I'm here to comfort her and be here for her through it all. "That's amazing Amanda. I'm here for anything you need. Let me know if you need any help. I'll be more than happy to help you with anything on your search," I assure here with a warm smile. 

Amanda half smiles nodding her head, "Thanks, I'll let you know if I need anything. Right now I'm just waiting to hear back from them. The nurse told me she's not sure if there is any information on me but she will search and let me know," she moves her head up and down with a thin smile on her face.

She continues, "I just want to know why she gave me away, like why didn't she keep me?" I agree with her by moving my head Up and down, "That's perfectly understandable. Anyone would want to know that." I pull her into a loving embrace, after a moment pulling her away, keeping my hands on her forearms, staring into her crestfallen eyes, "I'll be there every step of the way. That is if you want me there?" She gives me a half smile again, tilting her head to the side while moving it every so slightly up and down.

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