New Life: Book 3

14

Antiana

"Beep Beep Beep Be-" my alarm clock sounded but I turned it off. I rubbed my eyes and got out of the bed lazily. I walked to the mirror and my eyes were puffy from crying and my hair was wild. It was 5 in the morning and I had to be at work by 7:15, I stepped in the shower and scrubbed my body with my dove soap.

The baby was still sleep and I didn't know what to name her so for right now im just going to call her ma ma. I took a 30 minute shower and got out drying off, I lotioned down in my amber rose and put on my black bra and panties set. I slid on a black knee length dress with a black belt and gold buckle, with nude flats with nude accessories. By now it was 6:30, I went to the bathroom and pinned my hair up into a neat bun and added carmex to my lips and my eyeliner and mascara.

I grabbed my black MK purse and my phone which was ringing

Me- Hello (I said uninterested in the conversation)

Shanty- Hey boo how are you

Amber- Yes im worried

Me- Im fine, im on my way to work

Shanty- you want me to bring you lunch

Amber- Or we can take you out

Me- Depend on how im feeling ill let you know love yall

End of conversation

I locked up my apartment and thought about my baby Jayden "Antiana today is a work day, you do not want to get fired on your first day" I said to myself then unlocked the door to my car. Gran supposed to be going baby shopping with me this afternoon so I should have a pretty good day. I plugged my phone up to the radio and I bet came on

I bet you start loving me

As soon as I start loving someone else

Somebody better than you

I bet you start needing me

As soon as you see me with someone else

Somebody other than you

And I know that it hurts

You know that it hurts your pride

But you thought the grass was greener on the other side

I bet you start loving me

As soon as I start loving someone else

Somebody better than you

So I'm supposed to believe that it's Fellini's calling' your phone?

I'm supposed to believe that they're asking' you if you're home

I wasn't born yesterday, not me, can't get that over me, not me

I love you but I won't be a fool for you

That is just something' that I wouldn't do, babe

I mean I would stay if you could tell the truth

But you can't, no matter how much time I ask

Is that your bitch over there giving me the ugly stare

The one with the silicone ass, and the Brazilian hair?

You ain't gon' respect me no no no till I'm not there

See, I got you comfortable, now you ain't really scared

I bet you start loving me

As soon as I start loving someone else

Somebody better than you