starlight || seojun x reader (true beauty)

6

(3 months later)

It's been months since seyeon died.

I'll admit it, I have mourned for his death.

I skipped meals, stayed in my room for days, I cried every night.

My mom wasn't happy about it.

But, would seyeon be happy if he saw me like this?

Of course, he wouldn't be

I tried distracting myself from thinking about him, but everywhere I go there's always this memory with him that plays in my head.

It was hard.

but I had to move on..

So I tried coping up, and I think I did pretty well.

but, guilt was still within me.

I know I can't get rid of it overnight, so I guess I'll have to make a way.

anyways, now that school starts in about a week, I have decided to go to the school where seyeon used to go.

Seabom High School.

and about the sibling thing?

hm, I'll still keep it a secret.

my father is still alive.

and I'm sure he wants to blame me about what happened to seyeon.

ugh it sucks.

and, I still can't forgive that damn entertainment

they never even cared.

my mom told me there was this guy who owned the entertainment that went to seyeon's funeral.

I wasn't there because I was sick, due to my stubbornness of not eating and sleeping.

He offered his condolences, but even my mom couldn't forgive them.

what a bunch of assholes.

they did nothing, yet they showed up to give respect? tsk.

"y/n-ah! could you lend me a hand" my mom shouted downstairs.

I stood up and went downstairs to see my mom bringing bags of groceries.

I took one of them and placed it in the table.

"have you eaten?" she asked.

"ahh I haven't yet" I said while putting the groceries away.

"great! I bought tonkatsu for lunch, try eating them while it's hot"

I nodded, and prepared the table.

while we were eating, my mom spoke up.

"so, school starts in a week" she said while looking at me.

"oh yeah haha" I said, as I thought how tiring will it be.

"hey, I know you're still.. uneasy about seyeon, but don't let this be a distraction to your studies okay?" she said holding my hand.

I smiled and put my hand on top of hers. "don't worry.. I won't"

she smiled back "just have fun and make friends" I nodded and continued eating.

"might as well look for a boyfriend while you're at it"

I choked at her words and perked my head up. "eomma! you know having a boyfriend is way out of my options"

she laughed. "well, everyone gets to that point somehow right?"

"yeah I know, but I don't find it interesting.. besides I want to focus on my career. I don't want love to get in the way"

she smiled. "you're just like your father"

I furrowed my brows on the sudden name.

"he tried working for our family, I don't know what had caused him to stop. back in our days, he was also hard to get, but has a soft heart. It's-"

"I'm nothing like him" I said seriously.

her eyes widened, then realized she was talking too much.

"I'm sorry y/n.. I didn't mean to-" I cut her off.

"it's fine" I looked up and smiled, then we continued eating.

(time skip)

after, I cleaned up the table. I went upstairs to clean my room.

it was a mess.

I played some music on to keep my motivation going.

while I was cleaning, I took out the uniform which my mom and I bought the other day.

I tried it on to make sure I'm comfortable with it.

overall, it looks pretty good.

the skirt isn't my style, but hey it's cute.

I took a selfie and got changed.

when I was trying to put my books away, something fell out.

it was the bracelet my brother gave me.

(flashback)

I was scrolling through my phone, when I heard a sudden knock on my door.

"y/n-ah, can I come in?" seyeon said.

"yeah sure" I replied, sitting up.

he opened the door and I signaled him to sit beside me.

"what's up? got a girlfriend?" I asked teasingly.

"a-ani, it's nothing like that" he said, hitting my shoulder.

I laughed and asked "then what?"

"I have something for you" he said, trying to pull something out from his jacket.

"what for? it isn't my birthday tho" I said confused.

"mm more like an appreciation gift" he said, as he brings out a bracelet.

my eyes lit up, when I saw the bracelet.

"I bought my friends the same bracelet, but yours is a bit different from theirs" he said, as he puts the bracelet around my wrist.

"there, do you like it" he asked as I looked at it.

"I love it seyeon-ah, thank you" I said as I smiled at him.

He smiled back "I'm glad you like it"

(end of flashback)

after remembering the flashback, I noticed that I was crying.

I furrowed my brows at the thought and brought the bracelet close to my chest.

I miss you so much, seyeon.