starlight || seojun x reader (true beauty)

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"y/n??" a manly voice was heard beside me.

"s-suho?"

he looked at me worriedly, as he bent down.

"hey what happened?" he asked, placing a hand on my back.

I drastically wiped my tears, as I smiled lightly "i-it's nothing"

"do you think I'll believe you after seeing you like this?" he asked.

I looked down, as I frowned.

he delicately, tugged me into his arms, engulfing me with a comforting hug.

I laid my head against his chest, sobbing quietly.

"it hurts.." I mumbled.

"it hurts that someone did save you, but you failed to save them.."

"I fucking messed up"

he patted my head, "shh it's okay.." he whispered.

"don't blame yourself because you weren't good enough" he said.

"trust me, I know how it feels.."

seojun pov

she was sobbing quietly..

against suho's chest.

I clenched my fist before looking away.

so I was wrong..

she likes suho.

I huff, seeing the girl I liked hugging the person I hated the most.

pathetic..

you're so pathetic seojun.

I clenched my jaw, before sighing heavily.

I walked away, leaving the two in sight.

"yah seojun, give me your jacket it's chilly" cho-rong said, shivering beside me.

I was lost in my thoughts, whether to feel angry or..

jealous.

flashback

"how do you know y/n?" I asked go-un.

"well, she helped me out when I was in trouble. If weren't for her, I probably couldn't have sung on the stage"

"for real?" I asked out of disbelief.

she nodded, "she even did my makeup, don't I look good?" she exclaimed.

I snickered and ruffled her hair, "of course you do. you did great" I said proudly.

end of flashback

"seojun, what are you thinking about?" cho-rong asked, bringing me back.

"you were thinking about y/n, weren't you?" he asked.

"ani" I lied.

"I was being too stupid"

"mwo?" they blurted out, confused.

I scratched my head, "aish.. I feel a bit off for no reason"

and I don't know why.

is it because of y/n and suho?

am I really jealous?

y/n pov

"you should go home y/n" suho said.

"I will.. thank you suho" I said.

"I'm here if you need someone alright?"

I smiled, "I'll keep that in mind"