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(A/N: tw: there will be symptoms mentioned of panic attacks this is based on my own experiences so if it's different for you I'm sorry. You can read this in romains pov after the call part until Jensons pov so if you don't want to read it don't do it please I don't want to trigger a panic attack for anyone😌)

Nico (Hulk) pov:

I woke up in my bed alone, reaching around me looking for my boyfriend. When I opened the eyes I indeed saw Kevin wasn't in bed with me.

I looked on my phone seeing it was 9 am, I still didn't hear anything from Kevin. I decided I would call him if I didn't hear anything after breakfast.

I got out of my bed putting on a comfy shirt and a pair of tracksuit pants. Before I went downstairs baking an omelette and putting it on some bread. While eating my breakfast.

I opened my phone and I called Kevin, when he didn't pick up I called Romain knowing his phone was always on. I knew he never silences his phone so I knew he would pick up my call. And like I expected he picked up.

Romain: Hello? Who the fuck is this?

Hulk: It's me Romi.

Romi: Hey Nic, what's up? Why are you calling me at 9.20 am?

Hulk: I was just wondering when Kevin would come home.

I heard a long silence from Romains side until I heard Jenson groaning on the other side of the line while I heard Romain whisper something.

Hulk: What's up? Romi? what's wrong?

I heard Jenson his voice on the other side of the line.

Jenson whispering: Fuck... how will you tell him.

Hulk: Tell me what Romi what's up?

I heard more sounds on the other side of the line but I didn't know what was happening and this stressed me out.

Romi: Hulk, I want you to stay calm if I tell you this but Kevin left yesterday evening right before dinner, he forgot to give me Nico's phone so I texted him. I didn't see him back after he left. I thought he had gone home and forgot about it. Nic, Kevin isn't here right now.

I felt a pressure on my chest, making me feel unable to breathe. Feeling the panic flow over me I said.

Hulk: Rom- Romi then where is Kevin.

Romain: Nico, Nico focus on my voice I'm on my way over okay don't panic you'll be fine.

Romain pov:

I woke up by my phone ringing groaning I reached to the nightstand to grab the ringing phone. I laid back onto Jenson's chest before I answered the call.

Romain: Hello? Who the fuck is this?

Hulk: It's me Romi.

Romain: Hey Nic, what's up? Why are you calling me at 9.20 am?

Hulk: I was just wondering when Kevin would come home?

My first thought after this sentence was fuck, I knew how important Kevin was to Nico.

I also knew of Nico's past mostly the panic attacks he had. These mostly stopped after he got together with Kevin or could be controlled by Kevin.

I woke Jenson up he immediately groaned because he didn't like the fact that I woke him up without his alarm going off.

He leaned in for a kiss but when I didn't give him one and he saw the expression on my face he immediately realised something was up.

I whispered to him: Kevin didn't come home last night. Nico is on call with me asking where he is.

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